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DefinitelyReady
Digging deeper just to throw it away.
- Mar 14, 2024
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You hear from your family, friends, and people in general talk about how they remember this and that from when they were a toddler, or at least anywhere up until the age of 6. Then you hear they have more memories from then on until the age of 9. They recall things so vividly, these early memories. I have very little... It's so difficult for me to recall a scene. I just get a bunch of still images, and none from under the age of 7. Then so much of my childhood is just, not there... I had a lot of good memories. We laughed and played a lot. I liked school enough. So why can I barely remember? I know I wasn't your average kid as I was already plagued with anxiety and depressed. I know shit happened then, but I managed. Does anyone have these chunks of time missing?
This isn't normal. I only have theories as to where the hell my memory went and why. I think I started to remember random bits coming back, or it had just been years since I had last remembered them, but I did recall more after my two dozen treatments of Spravato (esketamine).
My brain must have such gray matter in dalmatian spots... It's sickening how I've never had a scan of my brain. Does any of this sound familiar?
This isn't normal. I only have theories as to where the hell my memory went and why. I think I started to remember random bits coming back, or it had just been years since I had last remembered them, but I did recall more after my two dozen treatments of Spravato (esketamine).
My brain must have such gray matter in dalmatian spots... It's sickening how I've never had a scan of my brain. Does any of this sound familiar?