Story No agency

[FreeFallin]

Thank you,

I've lost most agency in my life. I've no income, most if not all choice that comes with this. I am on my own, no power over myself besides the choices to ctb. The only means I have available are very basic. No overdose or anything so fancy. Choking or gunshot. I would immediately go these routes cept for my furry babes. They, my chargers, from deceased family members keep me going. I can only pay for dog food by selling blood plasma. Can't hardly take care of myself. Wtf to do.

 

[dandan]

wtf to do?
thats the question....
I'm at the office and I need to work, but I dont feel like it... maybe I am wishing to get fired and ctb...
wtf to do?
I must work even if I have hard time concentrating or thinking... even if im feeling like shit... what an awful world..

 

[JustOverIt]

Thank you,

I've lost most agency in my life. I've no income, most if not all choice that comes with this. I am on my own, no power over myself besides the choices to ctb. The only means I have available are very basic. No overdose or anything so fancy. Choking or gunshot. I would immediately go these routes cept for my furry babes. They, my chargers, from deceased family members keep me going. I can only pay for dog food by selling blood plasma. Can't hardly take care of myself. Wtf to do.

God that does sound horrible and I am deeply sorry that you are in this situation. Perhaps find someway to get SN.