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Does anyone know much about this method?
Its much easier and cheaper to get than nitrogen or 100% helium, im thinking that i could use it with either drowning or hanging-

Drowning
What im most worried about with drowning is that ill be found before im dead washed up or something (also the beaches are very crowded here so i would have to do it at night), would it work in a bathtub? I would breathe in the N20 to lose consciousness and then simply pass out and hopefully die? Foolproof?

Hanging
With the hanging i feel that its more reliable but it will be more traumatizing for my family, ive done heaps of research on hanging and know exactly what to do but im mostly worried about the impact on whoever finds me... I wonder if putting a note under the door as a warning to call the police could fix this problem??

Exit bag
Ive also thought about using it exit bag style but does the gas have to be flowing? Or would i be okay to simply use a large trash bag and duct tape it around my neck?- ive read case reports of people who died that didnt have flowing gas but how much less reliable is this? Dont want to be a vegetable
 
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I think drowning is best. No setup required, not visible to passerby once you're submerged even if there happen to be some at night/in the early morning, impossible to survive unless you are found or you somehow wake up due to increased cerebral blood flow from the compensatory response (unlikely given severe hypoxia as O2 levels will plummet), which becomes progressively less likely as submersion time increases - meaning ostensibly low risk of brain damage from it, so you could just attempt again.

It's probably too tricky to do in a bathtub. How would you ensure that your neck was weighed down at just the right time, for instance?

Vacation rental with private indoor pool would be ideal (as long as there are no hidden cameras), but it's almost impossible to find.

Ocean will increase chances of washing up on the shore.

All in all, IMO, the best option is probably a lake or river. Don't do it too deep because the chance of waking up will be higher due to pressure increase. And don't do it in cold water because you can be resuscitated for longer.
 
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I think drowning is best. No setup required, not visible to passerby once you're submerged even if there happen to be some at night/in the early morning, impossible to survive unless you are found or you somehow wake up due to increased cerebral blood flow from the compensatory response (unlikely given severe hypoxia as O2 levels will plummet), which becomes progressively less likely as submersion time increases - meaning ostensibly low risk of brain damage from it, so you could just attempt again.

It's probably too tricky to do in a bathtub. How would you ensure that your neck was weighed down at just the right time, for instance?

Vacation rental with private indoor pool would be ideal (as long as there are no hidden cameras), but it's almost impossible to find.

Ocean will increase chances of washing up on the shore.

All in all, IMO, the best option is probably a lake or river. Don't do it too deep because the chance of waking up will be higher due to pressure increase. And don't do it in cold water because you can be resuscitated for longer.
Okay thank you! Im trying to think of somewhere to do it but i live in a sort of popular area so it will be hard to find a hotel at short notice, also dont want to traumatize any members of the public. I can think of a few canals that go into the ocean, maybe thats my best bet. Funnily enough im worried about a possible shark attack while im in the process of going unconscious:ahhha:- Ive seen so many sharks at night in the canals. I also know of a lake i could use but again, i really dont want any children/families to see my body floating around.

I could tie a weight to my neck and kneel on my knees in the bathtub so when i go unconscious theres no chance of me rolling over or anything.. Do you think that could work? Otherwise i might go with the lake option and hope there are no late night fishermen or something
 
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Funnily enough im worried about a possible shark attack while im in the process of going unconscious:ahhha:- Ive seen so many sharks at night in the canals.
Depends what kind of sharks I guess
I also know of a lake i could use but again, i really dont want any children/families to see my body floating around.
You want somewhere with minimal foot traffic. Maybe you could drive out a ways?
I could tie a weight to my neck and kneel on my knees in the bathtub so when i go unconscious theres no chance of me rolling over or anything.. Do you think that could work? Otherwise i might go with the lake option and hope there are no late night fishermen or something
I don't know how you would guarantee that you didn't hit your head once you fell unconscious, especially with a weight tied around your neck. You'd have to time it just right by submerging your head once you felt dizzy. There might be a way around this (maybe an air pillow, though I don't see how this could work unless the rope attached to the weight was rigged such that it would become shorter once the pillow deflated. Too complicated) that I simply haven't thought of, though. Anyway, seems risky.
 
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Depends what kind of sharks I guess

You want somewhere with minimal foot traffic. Maybe you could drive out a ways?

I don't know how you would guarantee that you didn't hit your head once you fell unconscious, especially with a weight tied around your neck. You'd have to time it just right by submerging your head once you felt dizzy. There might be a way around this (maybe an air pillow, though I don't see how this could work unless the rope attached to the weight was rigged such that it would become shorter once the pillow deflated. Too complicated) that I simply haven't thought of, though. Anyway, seems risky.
theyre bull sharks so its probably too risky.
The annoying thing where i live is that pretty much anywhere with water is going to be filled with people, even when driving out an hour-ish. Ill go look around for some spots that people dont go to at night and hope i get lucky.
I was thinking of booking a remote place to "camp" that has a creek or lake, that way i can make sure i will be alone at night- i think it might be my best option
 
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Does anyone know much about this method?
Its much easier and cheaper to get than nitrogen or 100% helium, im thinking that i could use it with either drowning or hanging-

Drowning
What im most worried about with drowning is that ill be found before im dead washed up or something (also the beaches are very crowded here so i would have to do it at night), would it work in a bathtub? I would breathe in the N20 to lose consciousness and then simply pass out and hopefully die? Foolproof?

Hanging
With the hanging i feel that its more reliable but it will be more traumatizing for my family, ive done heaps of research on hanging and know exactly what to do but im mostly worried about the impact on whoever finds me... I wonder if putting a note under the door as a warning to call the police could fix this problem??

Exit bag
Ive also thought about using it exit bag style but does the gas have to be flowing? Or would i be okay to simply use a large trash bag and duct tape it around my neck?- ive read case reports of people who died that didnt have flowing gas but how much less reliable is this? Dont want to be a vegetable
Dear Kitchenwindow107,
I'm presently pondering your question on the Exit Bag. I'm setting up all my ducks in a row for this method. I have the regulator and flow control combination. This morning I opened an account with BOC gases and discovered the price of a D size bottle is $197au from the depot plus rent. A D size cylinder holds 1.7 cubic metres of N2. From this I suppose a low flow rate from a fully purged oven bag with and elastic band to seal around the neck and delivery tube would only need a maintenance flow to maintain gas purity. Oh, I have also gone down to the Post Office this morning and loaded a $500au MasterCard gift card to make the N2 transaction with BOC Gases. My next test is to get the elastic and bag /tubing apparatus then, waste a bottle of gas and time record running a couple of CFM/min into the bag to keep it inflated. Once all that is tested, I'll get a gas refill when I'm ready to go. I'm awaiting heart valve surgery and that goes ok, suicide is delayed but prepared. I like to be prepared and that is 'suicided delayed' thus, I'm in full control of my destiny. As an aside, I tried every which way to post equipment pictures and no-matter which format used (under 2mgapixel) the SanctionedSuicide site would not allow me to post.
 
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kitchenwindow197

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Dear Kitchenwindow107,
I'm presently pondering your question on the Exit Bag. I'm setting up all my ducks in a row for this method. I have the regulator and flow control combination. This morning I opened an account with BOC gases and discovered the price of a D size bottle is $197au from the depot plus rent. A D size cylinder holds 1.7 cubic metres of N2. From this I suppose a low flow rate from a fully purged oven bag with and elastic band to seal around the neck and delivery tube would only need a maintenance flow to maintain gas purity. Oh, I have also gone down to the Post Office this morning and loaded a $500au MasterCard gift card to make the N2 transaction with BOC Gases. My next test is to get the elastic and bag /tubing apparatus then, waste a bottle of gas and time record running a couple of CFM/min into the bag to keep it inflated. Once all that is tested, I'll get a gas refill when I'm ready to go. I'm awaiting heart valve surgery and that goes ok, suicide is delayed but prepared. I like to be prepared and that is 'suicided delayed' thus, I'm in full control of my destiny. As an aside, I tried every which way to post equipment pictures and no-matter which format used (under 2mgapixel) the SanctionedSuicide site would not allow me to post.
feel free to message me, id like to talk to someone who is planning something similar :)
 
maniac116

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Today's whip cream containers also have oxygen in them so they won't work.
You can get large canisters of 100% nitrous at a welding supply shop. Its also used in performance cars so an auto shop would have canisters.
As far as lethality, I'm not sure. I've gotten high on it years ago & it didn't seem like it would be deadly to me. 🤗🌹💔
 
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kitchenwindow197

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Today's whip cream containers also have oxygen in them so they won't work.
You can get large canisters of 100% nitrous at a welding supply shop. Its also used in performance cars so an auto shop would have canisters.
As far as lethality, I'm not sure. I've gotten high on it years ago & it didn't seem like it would be deadly to me. 🤗🌹💔
I dont mean actual whipped cream, im talking about whipped cream chargers that are 100% nitrous oxide haha!
The high on nitrous oxide is apparently amazingly euphoric, its the same stuff as laughing gas so it should be a great way to go:sunglasses:
 
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Nov 16, 2023
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Today's whip cream containers also have oxygen in them so they won't work.
That's very unlikely, because the presence of high amounts of O2 would significantly reduce the quality of whipped cream. The brand of the chargers I purchased claims 99.95% purity of their N2O and warns about possible hypoxia in case of inhaling the gas. A single deep inhale of nitrous from one 8g charger was enough for making me fainting, so it works for sure.
The high on nitrous oxide is apparently amazingly euphoric, its the same stuff as laughing gas so it should be a great way to go:sunglasses:
I suspect that you'd have to inhale a lot of N2O to achieve somewhat intense euphoria. I never got "very high" on it, since I used only small doses, but its ability to lift the mood is great. N2O can work as rapidly acting antidepressant, so even if you change your mind about using it for CTB, you can find this gas useful (only rare use without provoking severe hypoxia can be safe, because nasty adverse side effects can be produced otherwise).
 
Eudaimonic

Eudaimonic

I want to fade away.
Aug 11, 2023
730
theyre bull sharks so its probably too risky.
The annoying thing where i live is that pretty much anywhere with water is going to be filled with people, even when driving out an hour-ish. Ill go look around for some spots that people dont go to at night and hope i get lucky.
I was thinking of booking a remote place to "camp" that has a creek or lake, that way i can make sure i will be alone at night- i think it might be my best option
I will likely do something similar.

One more thing: I would use a weighted vest if I did this
 
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Exit bag
Ive also thought about using it exit bag style but does the gas have to be flowing? Or would i be okay to simply use a large trash bag and duct tape it around my neck?- ive read case reports of people who died that didnt have flowing gas but how much less reliable is this? Dont want to be a vegetable
Sealed bag should work fine if you ensure ≤25% air and ≥75% N2O (keeping in mind that the lungs initially contain some amount of air even after full exhale), the seal is good enough and the bug is not easy to tear. The critical proportion of air to N2O at which achieving a relatively fast loss of consciousness and insensitivity to stimuli is still possible is nearly 30% air vs 70% N2O (I wouldn't count on this, because some extra amount of oxygen is taken from the blood).

see Section II on pages 254-255.
 
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