VoidDesirer22
A dream inside a locked room
- Sep 6, 2021
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Like clockwork when it is dark and everybody is asleep, I am at my most unstable. The loneliness takes the wheel.
and everybody is asleep next to each other*Like clockwork when it is dark and everybody is asleep
I think it's the fact that I am at my most comfortable. No one can witness me so I easily slip into my true self-sabotaging state.the night time is generally when i'm most comfortable. i like how quiet everything is during the early hours of the day and how most people are asleep while i'm awake. it feels sometimes like i'm just in my own bubble where time doesn't exist.
though i get what you mean, and although i enjoy the night time for the most part i have a lot of moments when i feel very low and lonely during those hours.
Nah it isn't. I do like to sleep easly when I can. I still tend to stay up beyond 2am though.is it insomnia ? do you find yourself waking up throughout the night? days that feel way too long are a bitch.. im sorry you are going through this