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Sicsadsupergirl
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- Dec 23, 2020
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This is the first time in my life I'm making a new year's resolution. I will not be an alive fat person anymore by the end of 2022. I'm getting tested for some things that could explain why I gained 80kg within the last 4 years. If it turns out there's nothing wrong and I'm just a lazy undisciplined piece of shit, I'll either get bariatric surgery (which itself has a high mortality rate) and be on the way to being thinner, or finally CBT. Putting it here to hold myself accountable and needed to share. I need this situation over. I can't go on living like this. It has to end, one way or another. If at least I was a normal kind of fat with big boobs and big butt, but I just have tiny boobs and a huge stomach and just look like a fucking pear. It needs to end. I can't live like this anymore.
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