Venting New Years Eve/Day

[15dec]

I'm so frustrated by my lack of plans for New Years. My friends are going to someone's birthday, my family don't really do anything exciting. I hate not having anything to do, like it's so isolating and I can't stand just doing nothing all day especially when everyone else is having a great time.

Right now my plans are literally just to try and get drunk alone on the tiny bit of alcohol I have. Which is pretty sad but it's better than having another breakdown because of how lonely I've ended up.

 

[MsM3talGamer]

I totally can relate. I'm going to be in exactly the same position as you. Thinking of combining alcohol with my painkillers and if I'm lucky CTB by accident. Not sure if I'll get that lucky though.

 

[TAW122]

I'm probably just playing video games, perfecting/practicing my method, fantasizing ctb'ing, listening to my favorite music, and whacking it to some porn. Just another day in TAW122's life..

 

[SkyBlue]

Can relate! I still remember the first New Year's Eve I spent kind of alone. It was terrible. Anyway, the following year I came up with something nice. Ate something nice, listened to some music, then headed out to a tall hill that overlooks the whole town/city. Found it to be a relatively popular spot for people to watch New Years Eve. All I can say, the show was awesome! I definitely recommend this. Will probably do it again this year, maybe you can do something like this.