New Year Blues

[BoredAndAll]

As if on cue, my ctb urges are rising again during the turn of the year with the help of my PMDD. Anyone else feeling the same?
Well, at least I've come equipped for my plan for this year. Ironically, my plan is truly the only thing that's keeping me going right now.

Had to get this first post off my chest

 

[Deleted member 65988]

New year, same reasons to ctb.

 

[FuneralCry]

In my case the thought of another year starting certainly fills me with dread and makes the peace of a dreamless and eternal sleep sound so incredibly appealing, it really does feel like I've existed here for a long time.