New year, and it's still the same

[Gone soon]

Here we go again. It's the beginning of a new year, and nothing has changed. More depressed than ever. Thinking about killing myself every day, literally every minute. I can barely sleep at night. I often dream about hanging myself, and when I wake up, I'm disappointed, that it's not reality. I hope to find the courage to try to ctb again soon. Maybe I can find somebody for company

 

[FuneralCry]

I really understand just wanting to be gone, I personally only hope to never wake again, I get that it's do dreadful and tiring suffering in this existence. But anyway I wish you the best.

 

[idelttoilfsadness21]

The feeling of suicide is the only thing keeping us alive, but to what avail? I have my plan up and have been planning CTB throughout the entire year in 2024, but life is so miserable it made me kept losing resources back to back. I just wished they gave us an option that didn't result in this mess, because even being around people, all they do is misunderstand or betray you constantly... It's so depressing.

 

[Opera]

I'm so scared of the future it actually makes me feel more depressed than ever. I feel you.

 

[freakshow]

i feel you, i dont want to go back to college and find a job cuz i cant be a neet forever but i hate presenting myself so i think ill be killing myself this month