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[truthseeker]

I've lurked for weeks and have done a fair amount reading and research on methods,techniques and supplies. No doubt I need to do much more.
I didn't want to start posting or replying until I had made a firm decision to go forth. That has happened. I have little confidence in my ability to do things correctly. I have multiple serious health issues and sometimes worry that something will go wrong as it's all so precariously balanced. I guess I'm the worrying type.
Above everything I've grown tired of what has become of my life. Disease, depression, age, no one that I could ever say a word to about what I'm planning. Utterly alone as always but now having made my decision, I will see it through.
I'm mostly looking at N, Ar. Possibly SN. Not sure SN can work for me, need to research more. I don't have a vehicle so I'm sorry to read that online ordering of N is no longer an option. I kick myself for waiting. I'll be feeling very nervous about going to a local supplier in person without pulling up in a vehicle. The best I could do is a taxi or just on foot.
I guess I'm venting here. Just want to leave in the most effective, least painful or frightening way.

 

[Rachel74]

You can still order N online via A or B
Don't buy from any cheap online pharmacies from India as these are fake.
Vent away!
Welcome to SS xx

 

[truthseeker]

You can still order N online via A or B
Don't buy from any cheap online pharmacies from India as these are fake.
Vent away!
Welcome to SS xx

Thank you Rachel74

 

[Nephis]

I've lurked for weeks and have done a fair amount reading and research on methods,techniques and supplies. No doubt I need to do much more.
I didn't want to start posting or replying until I had made a firm decision to go forth. That has happened. I have little confidence in my ability to do things correctly. I have multiple serious health issues and sometimes worry that something will go wrong as it's all so precariously balanced. I guess I'm the worrying type.
Above everything I've grown tired of what has become of my life. Disease, depression, age, no one that I could ever say a word to about what I'm planning. Utterly alone as always but now having made my decision, I will see it through.
I'm mostly looking at N, Ar. Possibly SN. Not sure SN can work for me, need to research more. I don't have a vehicle so I'm sorry to read that online ordering of N is no longer an option. I kick myself for waiting. I'll be feeling very nervous about going to a local supplier in person without pulling up in a vehicle. The best I could do is a taxi or just on foot.
I guess I'm venting here. Just want to leave in the most effective, least painful or frightening way.

You'll find it to be really comfortable in this forum many people are really nice if you need any help just ask

 

[Crushed_Innocence]

Welcome. Glad your here for the journey. Lots of like minded people here who get it. Im sure you will discover what works best for you, congrats for wanting to take charge of your final say.