Discussion New thoughts after seriously planning cbt

[deadalredy]

As I'm seriously planning to end my life and it's all I thought about I just developed the idea that ones my method is successful I won't be able to see the impact on my family I won't be able to see them again ever I just hope it doesn't destroy them when I'm gone and if there's a god I want to check on them ones I'm in hell or heaven just for ones I hope I can it's scary that I might no longer exist in this world I never knew anyone that committed suicide before it's rare in my country

 

[FuneralCry]

There is no evidence of their being anything after this life. I believe there is nothing after this. For me it does not matter how others react after my death as by that point I will be gone from this world, it does not mean anything to me as I will not be there to see it. I wish you the best.

 

[deadalredy]

There is no evidence of their being anything after this life. I believe there is nothing after this. For me it does not matter how others react after my death as by that point I will be gone from this world, it does not mean anything to me as I will not be there to see it. I wish you the best.

That's true it just the idea that me leaving will cause irreversible damages to them hurt I'll be liberated and they will stuck to deal with my aftermath

There is no evidence of their being anything after this life. I believe there is nothing after this. For me it does not matter how others react after my death as by that point I will be gone from this world, it does not mean anything to me as I will not be there to see it. I wish you the best.

but I also believe my existence is no use to the fact I can't be productive human being anymore so likely the same with me or without me except the fact that I'll witness it which I prefer to avoid in my case as I have nothing to live for anymore