Help New guy question

[Dogsbody]

How do you know when you're ready? My method (subject to change) is partial suspension.

 

[crova]

You will know when you are ready...

 

[BaconCheeseburger]

I sometimes have these 'turns', they're almost Jekyll and Hyde-like where I just snap and suddenly I know it's what I want...

...but then time passes and I'm back to uncertainty again.

I know all the time that I want to CTB, it's just that 'I'm ready' moment which flips

 

[Blowba]

You will come to realization at a point where you will feel relief and determination and having no worries but what happens anymore because you know its time