Venting Never truly feeling rested:/

[_Minsk]

i can sleep as long as i want but i never feel truly rested, my mind feels foggy and it feels like im moving trough dense fog all the time:/
im tired f this shit, life feels like an endless torture.

im constantly trying to treat people good, ignoring others who don't..
i've had such traumatic reality shattering experiences due to the med i got from a psychiatrist, i feel like a magnet for horrible experiences and i cant take it anymore...

i truly want to know why i have to go trough this, horrible people, narcissists, peeps who put others down, gossip and all this stuff seem to have an easy and good time.

not sure anymore what to believe but things should have gotten better long ago and i still wonder why im still on this doomed planet, why do i have to hold on and give it a chance
over and over and over again...:/

 

[BlueWidow]

i can sleep as long as i want but i never feel truly rested, my mind feels foggy and it feels like im moving trough dense fog all the time:/
im tired f this shit, life feels like an endless torture.

im constantly trying to treat people good, ignoring others who don't..
i've had such traumatic reality shattering experiences due to the med i got from a psychiatrist, i feel like a magnet for horrible experiences and i cant take it anymore...

i truly want to know why i have to go trough this, horrible people, narcissists, peeps who put others down, gossip and all this stuff seem to have an easy and good time.

not sure anymore what to believe but things should have gotten better long ago and i still wonder why im still on this doomed planet, why do i have to hold on and give it a chance
over and over and over again...:/

i can sleep as long as i want but i never feel truly rested, my mind feels foggy and it feels like im moving trough dense fog all the time:/
im tired f this shit, life feels like an endless torture.

I have the same problem due to my thyroid. I know exactly how you feel because I feel the same way every damn day. And I've been feeling this way for years and the doctors just don't care. I've even had doctors tell me that how I feel doesn't matter. All that matters is their damn test. Excuse me, I was under the impression people went to doctors so they could feel better.

I'm so sorry for your suffering. I wouldn't wish what I'm going through on my worst enemy. It breaks my heart to know other people on this forum are experiencing the exact same things that I am and have been for years and years.

 

[Jean4]

Ditto. I'm exhausted all the time.

 

[c824767]

i can sleep as long as i want but i never feel truly rested, my mind feels foggy and it feels like im moving trough dense fog all the time:/
im tired f this shit, life feels like an endless torture.

I have the same problem due to my thyroid. I know exactly how you feel because I feel the same way every damn day. And I've been feeling this way for years and the doctors just don't care. I've even had doctors tell me that how I feel doesn't matter. All that matters is their damn test. Excuse me, I was under the impression people went to doctors so they could feel better.

I'm so sorry for your suffering. I wouldn't wish what I'm going through on my worst enemy. It breaks my heart to know other people on this forum are experiencing the exact same things that I am and have been for years and years.

It is one of my years-old complaints that governments set misleading and incapacitating standards for thyroid medication.

 

[WhyIsLife56]

I'm anxious 24/7 when I'm awake and trying to keep myself afloat from depression so it's like I can't rest at all

 

[c824767]

I'm anxious 24/7 when I'm awake and trying to keep myself afloat from depression so it's like I can't rest at all

you need sleep aids, another thing that is under prescribed.

 

[WhyIsLife56]

you need sleep aids, another thing that is under prescribed.

I used to drink tea for that but it didn't work long term
I was actually considering melatonin gummies or something like that

 

[c824767]

I used to drink tea for that but it didn't work long term
I was actually considering melatonin gummies or something like that

Might work for you but for me its a strong dose of prescription drugs (zopiclone)

 

[Blue Moon]

i can sleep as long as i want but i never feel truly rested, my mind feels foggy and it feels like im moving trough dense fog all the time:/
im tired f this shit, life feels like an endless torture.

Is it possible you could have an undiagnosed physical illness? What you are going through is a common symptom of autoimmune diseases. I have crohn's disease and it is exactly as you describe. It's really horrible :(

 

[voyager]

Same here. Haven't had a good night's sleep in over 25 years. I mean I do sleep and I do enjoy it, in fact there were times when my first thought after waking would be "not this s*hole again", but can't say I've ever felt reinvigorated once in all this time. Doesn't seem to be dependent on the amount or regularity of sleep either. It's just not what it used to be.

 

[BlueWidow]

Is it possible you could have an undiagnosed physical illness? What you are going through is a common symptom of autoimmune diseases. I have crohn's disease and it is exactly as you describe. It's really horrible :(

Autoimmune diseases are terrible! Technically, I have Hashimoto's thyroiditis, but doctors don't even treat the Hashimoto's. They just treat Hypothyroidism, and they obviously don't treat hypothyroidism very competently.

 

[mediocre]

Same i have several things wrong with me and my body aches 24/7 I am chronically fatigued. I could sleep 10 hours and feel like I haven't slept at all. I'm quite a deep sleeper too. To get no relief even from sleep has become unbearable.

 

[MeltingHeart]

when I had chronic fatigue I found that too much sleep made me worse as did too much exercise (when I was trying to force myself to "be fit & energised") but little and often seemed to help in terms of exercise & eating too.

 

[Mizzmini45]

Always anxious.have constant panic attacks in sleep. Main reason I need to end it

 

[TheLastGoodbye]

Wish I could sleep as long as I wanted. When I wake up, the anxiety and ptsd kick in and it's impossible to get back to sleep. But even when I do get enough sleep I feel tired and out of it. Can't stand it; just makes everything worse.

 

[TearyEyedQueen]

A few months ago when I was alone I slept through 23 hours. I didn't even take anything for sleep, I didn't do anything tiring, it's just depression being too strong.
I think us depressed folk sleep a lot because our brain subconsciously wants to escape the reality and suffering for as long as possible.

 

[_Minsk]

A few months ago when I was alone I slept through 23 hours. I didn't even take anything for sleep, I didn't do anything tiring, it's just depression being too strong.
I think us depressed folk sleep a lot because our brain subconsciously wants to escape the reality and suffering for as long as possible.

thats a good thought! makes 100% sense to me