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Worthless loser
Member
- Feb 13, 2020
- 45
I am 31 now - far too old to ever come back in life or fix everything I screwed up. I am miles behind everyone else my age. I have no career, little money, no skills, no family except parents, no friends, single most of my 20s, and now I have no future. I've been a loser for so long that now it has permanently ruined my life. People my age are married and having children, buying homes, rising in their careers, and moving forward in life. I can't believe how badly I screwed up. It is such a bitter pill to swallow that I completely wasted my life and there is nothing left for me. I am so envious of other people my age, and ashamed and embarrassed- especially when I see people younger than me doing so much better. I am hurting so much thinking about this everyday. People lie to me and tell me I could still do something, but it's not true. It's too late for me. Life is a competition that I have lost. I'm basically a hobbled horse, and it's well known what happens to them.