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Journeytoletgo
Broken and hated 7-14 years long overdue
- May 14, 2018
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At middle school and high school I was attacked and then I was bullied subtly at home into submission for my looks and distant relatives I remember them being subtle "yeah it's rare to see Renee look this good" etc . They were subtle "you're more laid back" and "did you loose your virginity yet?"
Didn't help that my family was pretty big and I was always around them so the subconscious programming during the time as well as bullying at school made it hard for me to develop for myself. Somewhere I'm there. My eye movements during the time I tried to avoid looking at people because of this which made me awkward because I also didn't like my acne.
Didn't help that my family was pretty big and I was always around them so the subconscious programming during the time as well as bullying at school made it hard for me to develop for myself. Somewhere I'm there. My eye movements during the time I tried to avoid looking at people because of this which made me awkward because I also didn't like my acne.