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Journeytoletgo
Broken and hated 7-14 years long overdue
- May 14, 2018
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Anyone just missed out on their youth and so much connections because of looks and social skills? How can you continue as a social being without meaningful connections? It just seems so natural for people to be so comfortable in their body without no weird head movements, eye language, and body language and conversation skills. I miss that feeling, I died a long time ago socially. Now the only way I'm comfortable around people is with alcohol, and I find talking exhausting because I just can't relate. I think that's why I'm always sad too, I am just lost disconnected lonely and traumatized. I can see why people dislike me, who wants to be around an unattractive girl, not social, not comfortable in her body, stiff, low energy, and just miserable. I can't wait to just be done.