DrSync

DrSync

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Nov 19, 2019
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I hate over analysing everything, it's just like I have 0 control over what I see and how I interact with the world. I always notice how brainwashed the masses look like when walking down town, I also am always on edge due to the control nature in conversations... it's honestly pissing me off, why can't I just be a brainwashed sheep clueless of the true and disgusting nature of social interactions.
 
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schopenh

schopenh

Specialist
Oct 21, 2019
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You are reminding me very much of this:
 
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Wayfaerer

Wayfaerer

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Aug 21, 2019
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I know all too well. I fell into political religion at a young age and it ended up destroying me in the end among other things. It only made me isolated and bitter.
 
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Sweet emotion

Sweet emotion

Enlightened
Sep 14, 2019
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I hate over analysing everything, it's just like I have 0 control over what I see and how I interact with the world. I always notice how brainwashed the masses look like when walking down town, I also am always on edge due to the control nature in conversations... it's honestly pissing me off, why can't I just be a brainwashed sheep clueless of the true and disgusting nature of social interactions.
Because like me, you think for yourself.
You are reminding me very much of this:
Hey how are you doing? I'll never forget your avatar. I'm dying right now with my crps because I'd been sitting in the cold car for seven hours today because the guy upstsirs was putting in new carpet. My uncle was how today so I wasn't able to go to my aunt's. Thank God my pain management doctor let me stay on my dosage for two more weeks because he was going to knock me down. An alarm went off in my ear yesterday. My luck or lack of it is just disgusting. I don't know how people live in their cars. Onlrrow the bastard won't be home so I'll be able to go there. How are you doing and what are your plans?
 
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Heart of Ice

Chillin'
Sep 26, 2019
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My experience was similar to yours... I just became apathetic.
 
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pole

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Sep 18, 2018
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cherish it. its what differentiates you from others, and what makes you have a different outlook and sense in terms of abilities than the average person.

Being more aware, questioning everything, being attentive in general, protects you from being heartbroken.
 

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