Discussion Nembutal: Why are you still alive?

[Jamba]

As members of SS, we have access to purchasing/using Nembutal as our peaceful exit, i'm wondering what keeps people from drinking/buying their bottles of N.

Just curious :)

xx
Jamba

 

[throwaway123]

Good question. I think most of them still have some sort of hope.

Looking forward to the answers.

 

[Karangel25]

I wish I had some right now

 

[Ashpac]

Money If they can't afford it. If they have it then it's fear and hope that keeps them alive.

 

[Nitromask]

For me it's a kinda unique reason: the fact that I'm currently a US green card holder. I am waiting until I am a naturalized citizen so that if my package gets intercepted, I don't get deported.

Also I'm terrified of my partner opening the mail when I eventually order. My other option was nitrogen exit bag, but have the same issue with partner potentially finding out.

 

[Greenboop]

Ive got mine, but took a bit longer than expected. Didnt want to do it in the immediate runup to a relatives birthday. This weekend seems like a reasonable amount of time afterwards.

I also prefer to plan to lower the risks of somethkng going wrong. Its worth it to me to endure a little extra while of physical pain to help make sure everything will go more smoothly.

 

[feelsbadman]

My parents depend on me

 

[aneurysm]

I think they wanted the peace of mind

 

[Funkbunny]

The cost.

 

[Minudah]

I can't afford it nor can I get bitcoins, so I got SN instead.

 

[GeorgeJL]

For me it's a kinda unique reason: the fact that I'm currently a US green card holder. I am waiting until I am a naturalized citizen so that if my package gets intercepted, I don't get deported.

Also I'm terrified of my partner opening the mail when I eventually order. My other option was nitrogen exit bag, but have the same issue with partner potentially finding out.

Rent a storage unit.

 

[Nitromask]

Rent a storage unit.

I have places to store it - it's getting away with it being delivered that's the problem

 

[Frostypigeon]

I need more cash to purchase it.

 

[GeorgeJL]

I have places to store it - it's getting away with it being delivered that's the problem

Have it sent to a PO Box.

 

[Nitromask]

Have it sent to a PO Box.

That's a possibility for N, although I feel like that would draw more attention from the authorities.
If I choose to go with nitrogen, that can't be delivered to a PO Box.

I'm probably just gonna bite the bullet and order N to my home address eventually and just hope it goes straight to my mail box, as opposed to someone knocking on the door

 

[ZiggyStardust]

new member and I didn't know SS members had access to N, can someone point me in the direction of the source pls? Is it guaranteed pure, from a reliable source?

 

[Nitromask]

new member and I didn't know SS members had access to N, can someone point me in the direction of the source pls? Is it guaranteed pure, from a reliable source?

Peaceful Pill eHandbook (May-2018):
https://drive.google.com/drive/folders/1-2NX0jVOjCrOJycMsy3KLXHMSGL3MSnV

Read the Nembutal chapter

 

[Chinaski]

You've just quoted an email address in full ffs, delete it

 

[elizabeth.luck]

I have no idea how to figure out Bitcoin! I tried to send money Western Union but my credit card got declined. So until I figure that out, I'm not getting anything.

 

[GeorgeJL]

You've just quoted an email address in full ffs, delete it

???

I have no idea how to figure out Bitcoin! I tried to send money Western Union but my credit card got declined. So until I figure that out, I'm not getting anything.

Buy a credit card at the store and use that instead.

 

[Chinaski]

???

Not sure what there is to misunderstand here jfc

 

[elizabeth.luck]

???

Buy a credit card at the store and use that instead.

You need $600 to buy N. There are no $600 Visa gift cards. They don't make that high of a denomination.

 

[GeorgeJL]

You need $600 to buy N. There are no $600 Visa gift cards. They don't make that high of a denomination.

Do it in smaller increments then. Besides you can always add more money at home I think to those master visa discover credit cards.

Not sure what there is to misunderstand here jfc

I still don't know what your talking about. Yeah I posted an email address from A and what is your point?

 

[Didymus]

Do it in smaller increments then. Besides you can always add more money at home I think to those master visa discover credit cards.

I still don't know what your talking about. Yeah I posted an email address from A and what is your point?

It's in the Rules:
"Personal Information: Don't post personal information of neither yourself nor providers."

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/rules-and-faq.4/

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/dont-post-personal-information-of-providers.2807/

 

[GeorgeJL]

It's in the Rules:
"Personal Information: Don't post personal information of neither yourself nor providers."

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/rules-and-faq.4/

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/dont-post-personal-information-of-providers.2807/

OK I fixed it.

 

[mxe is the best]

I survived crazy amounts of opioids and benzos..

but barbiturate are indeed something different and i have never tried... im still scared, because they might not work on me. even worse, survive the OD with type of brain damage.

 

[zenn7]

As members of SS, we have access to purchasing/using Nembutal as our peaceful exit, i'm wondering what keeps people from drinking/buying their bottles of N.

Just curious :)

xx
Jamba

I've made up my mind to catch that bus. I feel obligated to put things in order..this in my case involves getting a few vehicles sold so some debts are paid before I hang myself this fall.
I think I'm the opposite of a sociopath...I've always felt obliged to do the "right thing" my entire life. Probably one of the big mistakes of my life.... Not looking out for numero uno.
I learned this too late. I go off to work every day and go through the motions..just waiting for that month that all the things are taken care of so I can die with some self respect.

 

[Jamba]

I survived crazy amounts of opioids and benzos..

but barbiturate are indeed something different and i have never tried... im still scared, because they might not work on me. even worse, survive the OD with type of brain damage.

no one has really survived a lethal dosage of N unless medical help intervened

 

[GeorgeJL]

no one has really survived a lethal dosage of N unless medical help intervened

Well yeah relatively healthy people. There have been older people that can't keep it down due to stomach problems.

 

[Jamba]

Well yeah relatively healthy people. There have been older people that can't keep it down due to stomach problems.

right, if the N isn't all in your system, im sure you'll survive