Discussion needs to happen soon

[bipolar22]

cant sit here alone longing for home and my family much longer. been perscript benzons for 2 years but i overused them and will run out in a less than a month cant stand this hell sober anymore. I really don't want to. there's nothing left for me in this world. needs to happen coming week. wish i wasnt such a coward don't scared of messing sth up causing more damage. but I cant continue like this.
envy people who have loving families and support but I guess not for me.
anyway this time needs to work. it has to or I swear I will loose the rest of my mind.
hope the rest of you have an okay day as much as that is possible for some of you. I I know a lot of you have it rougher than me.
just writing down some thoughts. I know Im not smart and my posts are annoying so just kinda writing it for myself.

 

[DivineSpark]

I have loving, kind and supportive family. Makes me feel guilty....

 

[FuneralCry]

I hope you find the peace from suffering you search for, I wish you the best.

 

[bipolar22]

Reconsidering date. I can't leave my girl here alone. She also.has no family here we just have each other. And I feel horrible. She wants to leave with me but has no method yet