need to save money to ctb

[derpycool]

Hi I'm a long time lurker, first time poster here.

I am planning to CTB through a heroin overdose. It would be painless and convenient. A part of me would be lying if I were to say that the heroin scene from pulp fiction didn't play a role in this decision. I don't know where I am going to source my heroin from. I am acquainted with a few druggies but none of them inject.

Even if I did have a contact to buy heroin I still wouldn't be able to since I am very irresponsible with my pocket money. I've tried stealing money but my family locks everything up to prevent me from swiping some cash. What I need to do is really get my shit together. I don't know how much longer I will be able to bear this wretched life. I am going to maybe find some kind of employment.

What also sucks is that in my pursuit of heroin I have developed a bit of a drug problem hanging out with the aforementioned druggies. I am only addicted to weed, so not that big of a problem but still a problem. Especially when most of my money ends up spent buying weed.

It doesn't help that most of the users here come from WEIRD (Western, Educated, Industrialized, Rich, Democracies) countries. I live in a developing country. I am just so helpless.

 

[theboy]

where are u from?

 

[Exiled spirit]

Your situation is similar to mine. I also need money to ctb and live in a developing country.

 

[derpycool]

where are u from?

india

Your situation is similar to mine. I also need money to ctb and live in a developing country.

tell me about it

 

[RUPA]

Is heroine not hard to obtain where you are at? Envy ya seriously

 

[derpycool]

where are u from?

india

Is heroine not hard to obtain where you are at? Envy ya seriously

Heroin is not that easily available here, but I can get it since I know a few people. Do you want me to mail some to you?

 

[Exiled spirit]

I'm planning to end my life by jumping off the balcony of a high room located in one of Egypt's 5-stars hotels. Unfortunately, I can't do this right now because I don't have enough money to book a room in this expensive hotel and my parents refused to lend me some money. So, I need to start saving money for one or two years in order to book this expensive room for just one night.

 

[derpycool]

I'm planning to end my life by jumping off the balcony of a high room located in one of Egypt's 5-stars hotels. Unfortunately, I can't do this right now because I don't have enough money to book a room in this expensive hotel and my parents refused to lend me some money. So, I need to start saving money for one or two years in order to book this expensive room for just one night

I am in the same boat as you. I get pocket money every week and I'll have to wait for many weeks to ctb

 

[Anzhe]

At least you enjoy smoking weed. I can't say that I get great pleasure even from cocaine - with cocaine I'm just more cheerful. I haven't bought cocaine in 2 years. It's great to enjoy something. I envy you. Some people know how to enjoy life. Today in the supermarket I saw adult men who drove cars in the form of large fluffy toys and they butted them like children))