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sanctionedusage

sanctionedusage

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Sep 17, 2025
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Seeing my family's worst flaws so regularly makes me want to make sure my disgusting genes are never gonna infect another person again. How can 4 people in a family be absolutely vile and conceited along with subhuman intellect and I'm supposed to believe I'm different from them? It's just not possible. Whenever they say or do something horrible that has nothing to do with me, it still makes ME want to be the one to die.
 
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Vlad Tepes

Vlad Tepes

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Jun 24, 2025
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This is so relatable I might as well have written this post myself. I hope to whatever God exists that my entire bloodline is sterilized. It is unequivocally cursed, like something out of a horror movie. Thankfully, Im an only child, so at least the genes of my parents specifically will never be passed on.
 
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nobodycaresaboutme

nobodycaresaboutme

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Jun 30, 2025
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I feel you. I must not pass my autism down to my potential children. To be honest broken or undesirable genes do exist. However it seems you've not inhereted your family members' nature you hate. Because you are conscious of what not to say or do, while they're not. You are not an asshole who deserves that.
 
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sanctionedusage

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I feel you. I must not pass my autism down to my potential children. To be honest broken or undesirable genes do exist. However it seems you've not inhereted your family members' nature you hate. Because you are conscious of what not to say or do, while they're not. You are not an asshole who deserves that.
This was so kind, thank you. I also wouldn't want to pass on neurodiversity just because of how much unnecessary noise it's caused me. Not the worst, but it hasn't helped lol.

But self awareness is definitely not mutually exclusive to being a disgusting person I feel. I'm condemning others but I probably can't objectively condemn 80% of what I've actually done wrong to prove my borderline eugenics point!
This is so relatable I might as well have written this post myself. I hope to whatever God exists that my entire bloodline is sterilized. It is unequivocally cursed, like something out of a horror movie. Thankfully, Im an only child, so at least the genes of my parents specifically will never be passed on.
both relieved and very sorry that this is relatable
 
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brighteyesfan144

brighteyesfan144

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Feb 5, 2025
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This is so relatable I might as well have written this post myself. I hope to whatever God exists that my entire bloodline is sterilized. It is unequivocally cursed, like something out of a horror movie. Thankfully, Im an only child, so at least the genes of my parents specifically will never be passed on.
seconded.

i'm the last male with my last name so at least the Y chromosome will be eradicated. my sister has kids though.
 

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