My apologies for not proofreading enough. Last line was meant to read, Hoping your resolve is sure, as speed is helpful twice over when greeting death but a hindrance if there is a glance at life.
The meaning is there for me but to be clear it is the following. I hope you are sure about what you want to do, doing something fast is great if you are sure about your decision and reduces suffering if you die quickly. However, if your decision is fleeting, only in the sense that it is lessened by life, love, opportunity, then that means you are possibly looking at surviving. If that is the case and you pass quickly it doesnt give you much chance at continuing on and walking life's path, which would be a hindrance.
Overall it means I am pro you, whatever you are able to deal with and bear and what you are not, doesnt matter either way. Only that I take you as you are.
The air issue….no air, drowning, hanging, they are all co2 build up, not pleasant. Inert gas, sodium nitrite is not co2 build up but oxygen replacement, not as traumatic in some ways. CO is another inert gas, believe the resource thread discusses that.
The pain people feel physical, mental, or just lack of will is real and important to them. Just as important as life or death. Breathe and take a moment to reflect on that if you havent already, conviction can help a person stand or fall as need be.