need someone to talk to please

[suicidalheadcase]

so much shit has happened in my life and i just cant handle it anymore. ive been hospitalized numerous times from my failed suicide attempts and cutting isnt helping any more. please help me

 

[Ghost2211]

I'm here if you want to talk. What brought you to want to ctb , and what have you tried in the past?

 

[suicidalheadcase]

I'm here if you want to talk. What brought you to want to ctb , and what have you tried in the past?

trauma, shitty home life, abuse, neglect...
im tried overdosing like 5 times and just ended up in the hospital. i tried slitting my wrists. i drank bleach

 

[Ghost2211]

trauma, shitty home life, abuse, neglect...
im tried overdosing like 5 times and just ended up in the hospital. i tried slitting my wrists. i drank bleach

OD and cutting have low success rates. May I ask what drinking bleach was like, and if it had lingering after effects?

 

[suicidalheadcase]

OD and cutting have low success rates. May I ask what drinking bleach was like, and if it had lingering after effects?

i didnt drink very much until someone caught me so no not really

 

[Ghost2211]

What kind of things make you feel happy? Any foods, movies, or activities?

 

[suicidalheadcase]

What kind of things make you feel happy? Any foods, movies, or activities?

music is the only thing that gets me through the day

 

[Mm80]

Suicidalheadcase im here too. I might be wrong but has something happened recently to push you to this as you sound agitated ?
Thanks

 

[Thereisnothing]

music is the only thing that gets me through the day

That is one positive to hold on to for the moment.......take each second, then minute as it comes.

 

[HadEnough1974]

so much shit has happened in my life and i just cant handle it anymore. ive been hospitalized numerous times from my failed suicide attempts and cutting isnt helping any more. please help me

Hello, I know how you feel. We all do. We understand. This is the pace to let it all out. Finally, a non judgemental place. People in this forum have asked you some good questions. Since you're new, you can't send private messages right away. You need to post a few replies, and in 24 hours you can send private messages.

 

[LegaliseIt!]

Welcome! Thank you for reaching out.
I finally feel safe here, and have been able to talk about things that haunted me for years.
It sounds like you are deeply wounded by life circumstances that are not your fault.
I am sending you peace and comforting thoughts. Please know that you are always welcome here.

 

[Sensei]

Just checking. Have you found someone to PM with yet?

 

[gentleflower]

We all hear you
If you want to PM with someone, feel free to send me one

 

[DoNotLet2]

Feel free to DM/PM me

 

[NeverMatteredAnyway]

You can msg me too if you want to
You can msg me too if you want to