Need someone to convince me to just lean forward.

[8yy8uiyhbij]

I need to talk to someone in voice that can tell me to lean forward while on a bridge and fall off of it. Fully willing to listen, just message. Thank you.
I'm so scared otherwise, I know it won't kill me if I fall.

 

[Lookingforabus]

I'd suggest that if you need someone else to talk you into it, it's probably not something you really want to do or should do. On a related note, I accidentally fell off of my one story roof about 15 years ago, and still have issues with my hip on one side to this day, so I definitely wouldn't recommend a non-fatal fall.

 

[8yy8uiyhbij]

I'd suggest that if you need someone else to talk you into it, it's probably not something you really want to do or should do. On a related note, I accidentally fell off of my one story roof about 15 years ago, and still have issues with my hip on one side to this day, so I definitely wouldn't recommend a non-fatal fall.

I know I want to ctb, any time I get close I seem to get scared and don'tgo through with it. Unfortunatly theres no bridges over 50 metres in Scotland

 

[Donewith_]

I agree with @Lookingforabus
You yourself can know it, do it.
Others can't convince you.. and shouldn't too.
I would suggest to hang on for a while.. you may be in pain, struggling.. but, only a person can decide it for themselves .

 

[Lookingforabus]

I know I want to ctb, any time I get close I seem to get scared and don'tgo through with it.

I certainly understand that, probably the main reason I effed up previous attempts to CtB, but I'd still suggest that might mean you're not ready, that on some level you think there's still hope, that you can still be helped. As much as I regret not dying months or years or decades ago, thinking back on it, I did still think there was something I hadn't tried that might make life bearable. Of course, I've since tried all that, and no joy, but I wasn't completely certain at the time, and I think that held me back.

Unfortunatly theres no bridges over 50 metres in Scotland

A quick Google search on vertical clearance for bridges in Scotland suggests the same thing. Like I said, though, you definitely don't want a non-fatal fall, so... I'd suggest that jumping off a bridge is not a good idea in your case, unless you can travel outside of the UK and can actually go through with it.

 

[tothemoon]

What has made you want to ctb?

 

[Taki]

If you're not sure, and you don't think it will kill you, for God's sake don't do it.

 

[tothemoon]

If you're not sure, and you don't think it will kill you, for God's sake don't do it.

I second taki. We want you to suffer less not more.