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Trjan
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- Jan 22, 2020
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Hi guys,
I currently rent a shared flat, whom my friend is the landlord and owner of the flat. My flatmate will be away this weekend and I'm torn between CTB'ing in my flat or a hotel.
If I decide to CTB in my flat, I'll stick a note on my door warning my housemate to not come in upon his arrive and to advise him to call the police instead so that he doesn't have to witness me dead. My only real concern is doing it in the flat where my friend is the landlord as I already burden the guilt of this taking down the value of the property with a suicide attached to it.
However if I decide to CTB in a hotel I would book out a room for 2 days and this would remove the above risk. The only other risk however is the cleaners coming into the room despite having a "Do not disturb" sign outside the door. I've stayed in several hotels recently where the cleaners have come in to clean despite me having a DND on the outside of the door.
Both have their pros and cons but ultimately I don't want to be found half way through my attempt and then suffer permanent damage.
Any input would be greatly appreciated.
Thanks!
I currently rent a shared flat, whom my friend is the landlord and owner of the flat. My flatmate will be away this weekend and I'm torn between CTB'ing in my flat or a hotel.
If I decide to CTB in my flat, I'll stick a note on my door warning my housemate to not come in upon his arrive and to advise him to call the police instead so that he doesn't have to witness me dead. My only real concern is doing it in the flat where my friend is the landlord as I already burden the guilt of this taking down the value of the property with a suicide attached to it.
However if I decide to CTB in a hotel I would book out a room for 2 days and this would remove the above risk. The only other risk however is the cleaners coming into the room despite having a "Do not disturb" sign outside the door. I've stayed in several hotels recently where the cleaners have come in to clean despite me having a DND on the outside of the door.
Both have their pros and cons but ultimately I don't want to be found half way through my attempt and then suffer permanent damage.
Any input would be greatly appreciated.
Thanks!