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In general, what can I say my Sn Finally arrived and all components are ready for Ctb If everything works out, then somewhere on Saturday you will see a farewell thread. in general, what I want to ask is, I read a tutorial on sn and it says that you don't need to drink anything for 2 hours. But an hour before the drink sn, I need to drink an antiemetic, antacid, painkillers and how do I drink it if I can't drink, as I understood. But if it is still possible, how much water should I drink before I swallow sn?


sorry for the stupid question, but it's still interesting just
 
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Are you talking about using water to help you swallow the antiemetic, etc? If so, I think the regimen is still viable if you take them with as little water as possible, though you could probably take them without. And I don't think the antacid is recommended anymore, but someone can correct me if I'm wrong.

And just to be clear, the regimen also recommends consuming the SN as a solution. Wasn't sure from your wording if that's what you envisioned.
 
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Are you talking about using water to help you swallow the antiemetic, etc? If so, I think the regimen is still viable if you take them with as little water as possible, though you could probably take them without. And I don't think the antacid is recommended anymore, but someone can correct me if I'm wrong.

And just to be clear, the regimen also recommends consuming the SN as a solution. Wasn't sure from your wording if that's what you envisioned.
Yeah , thanks it is what I wanted to hear
Are you talking about using water to help you swallow the antiemetic, etc? If so, I think the regimen is still viable if you take them with as little water as possible, though you could probably take them without. And I don't think the antacid is recommended anymore, but someone can correct me if I'm wrong.

And just to be clear, the regimen also recommends consuming the SN as a solution. Wasn't sure from your wording if that's what you envisioned.
Oh , you were right
I found a thread where written that antacid don't recommend anymore. due to the fact that fainting will occur later

 
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In general, what can I say my Sn Finally arrived and all components are ready for Ctb If everything works out, then somewhere on Saturday you will see a farewell thread. in general, what I want to ask is, I read a tutorial on sn and it says that you don't need to drink anything for 2 hours. But an hour before the drink sn, I need to drink an antiemetic, antacid, painkillers and how do I drink it if I can't drink, as I understood. But if it is still possible, how much water should I drink before I swallow sn?


sorry for the stupid question, but it's still interesting just
First of all, all the best and good luck for Saturday when you attempt to ctb with SN as it's a big step.

I think as long as you drink as little water as possible then you'll be fine, will you be doing a Stat dose or 48 hr regimen. You don't need Antacid though.
 
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First of all, all the best and good luck for Saturday when you attempt to ctb with SN as it's a big step.

I think as long as you drink as little water as possible then you'll be fine, will you be doing a Stat dose or 48 hr regimen. You don't need Antacid though.
Yes, I read an article about how it works sn anticide is no longer needed in 2023.
i choosen 48hr regimen and today i drank 2 pills meto. In 2 hours I'll take another pill meto. And tomorrow I will do it.
 
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Hope you find peace, sending you hugs 🤗 btw has your SI already kicked in?
 
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Hope you find peace, sending you hugs 🤗 btw has your SI already kicked in?
I don't know, but for some reason I don't have a strong fear of ctb , because I know that I will find peace and it will be better for me, I just need to be patient a little. I'll just drink it and not think about the consequences in general.
 
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I don't know, but for some reason I don't have a strong fear of ctb , because I know that I will find peace and it will be better for me, I just need to be patient a little. I'll just drink it and not think about the consequences in general.
In general, I wish you all the best because it's never easy to do something like this but I definitely think it'll go right for you, hopefully when my time comes, it'll be the same as I've prepared as best as I can which I hope will translate to success.
Yes, I read an article about how it works sn anticide is no longer needed in 2023.
i choosen 48hr regimen and today i drank 2 pills meto. In 2 hours I'll take another pill meto. And tomorrow I will do it.
Till then, I'll be watching your thread closely for anything that happens as I've done so before on goodbye threads.
 
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In general, I wish you all the best because it's never easy to do something like this but I definitely think it'll go right for you, hopefully when my time comes, it'll be the same as I've prepared as best as I can which I hope will translate to success.

Till then, I'll be watching your thread closely for anything that happens as I've done so before on goodbye threads.
Oh fuck, while I was lying on the bed, my brain in the first 5 months is trying to dissuade me from this decision, as if. I had to go back to the forum to make sure I still wanted to Ctb
 
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Oh fuck, while I was lying on the bed, my brain in the first 5 months is trying to dissuade me from this decision, as if. I had to go back to the forum to make sure I still wanted to Ctb
It's normal though, I feel the same way in a sense because I've yet to get a scale and an oximeter (for my own purposes) also to see how fast my Oxygen saturation goes down when the day comes. I've got everything I need from SN itself to Xanax to help out with being calm. It seems like you know what you want now and I truly wish nothing but the best whatever happens.
 
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It's normal though, I feel the same way in a sense because I've yet to get a scale and an oximeter (for my own purposes) also to see how fast my Oxygen saturation goes down when the day comes. I've got everything I need from SN itself to Xanax to help out with being calm. It seems like you know what you want now and I truly wish nothing but the best whatever happens.
I have a bad feeling, I'm afraid that they might find me, I'm thinking of moving my ctb for a day or two and maybe explore something else. I have a scale that will change the weight sn and a flask that measures the amount of liquid. To drink as much as I need.
 
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I have a bad feeling, I'm afraid that they might find me, I'm thinking of moving my ctb for a day or two and maybe explore something else. I have a scale that will change the weight sn and a flask that measures the amount of liquid. To drink as much as I need.
Those bad feelings may just be uncertainty as that normal when taking a step like this. Explore something else as in a different method altogether, if so, what are your options then?

It's alright if you have a scale and a flask to measure it all out accurately as possible.
 
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Those bad feelings may just be uncertainty as that normal when taking a step like this. Explore something else as in a different method altogether, if so, what are your options then?

It's alright if you have a scale and a flask to measure it all out accurately as possible.
Unfortunately, there are not many spare options, the only one I have is 1kg sn. This is in case I don't succeed on the first try and I can try as much as I want. But there is also the option of jumping from the 18th floor, which is about 180ft
 
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Unfortunately, there are not many spare options, the only one I have is 1kg sn. This is in case I don't succeed on the first try and I can try as much as I want. But there is also the option of jumping from the 18th floor, which is about 180ft
1kg SN is double what I have. You only need about 75 g of make about 3 cups of 25g SN anyway. 180ft does sound like certain death but I wouldn't be so sure as people have survived crazy things that should've killed them.
 
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1kg SN is double what I have. You only need about 75 g of make about 3 cups of 25g SN anyway. 180ft does sound like certain death but I wouldn't be so sure as people have survived crazy things that should've killed them.
Actually a chance not to die from sn Higher than the chance of not dying from jumping from that height. I studied this method so I know how to jump correctly and how to choose a building. I also know how fast I will fall And in what position you need to jump. So I'm pretty sure that if I jump head first on the asphalt, I'll die.
 
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Actually a chance not to die from sn Higher than the chance of not dying from jumping from that height. I studied this method so I know how to jump correctly and how to choose a building. I also know how fast I will fall And in what position you need to jump. So I'm pretty sure that if I jump head first on the asphalt, I'll die.
That's true though, it depends how you jump and if you do it head first. Failure is SN is reduced if you are given a significant amount of time to take it and let the process happen uninterrupted. Either way, you choose what you decide and take it from there. I'd personally take SN because I don't want to leave too much of a mess for anyone else.
 
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Will you have a goodbye thread as stated earlier or post your regimen in full?
I have a farewell topic that will be published after my death, my regimen and other information are written there
 
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I have a farewell topic that will be published after my death, my regimen and other information are written there
Wait so will you have a delayed message since you mention a farewell topic that will published after, correct me if I'm wrong.
 
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You're right
Will someone confirm your passing at all or should we assume you passed if you don't come back after a month or so? Sorry for asking about all of this but usually it's what I've seen before on past threads.
 
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Will someone confirm your passing at all or should we assume you passed if you don't come back after a month or so?
If the post is published, then everything went well, if not, then I will tell you what happened to me and try to understand the reason why I did not die, but for now everything is in force and the post should be published.I asked the admins to suspend my account next week on Saturday.
 
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If the post is published, then everything went well, if not, then I will tell you what happened to me and try to understand the reason why I did not die, but for now everything is in force and the post should be published.I asked the admins to suspend my account next week on Saturday.
Alright then, I understand. For the short time I've spoken to you, it sounds like you are definitely ready and considering everything that follows. I wish the best and I'll stick around.
 
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Alright then, I understand. For the short time I've spoken to you, it sounds like you are definitely ready and considering everything that follows. I wish the best and I'll stick around.
Yes, it was a long preparation, I learned everything I need for my two methods, but I hope I don't have to try the second method, but if I have to, I will.Because I know myself, I remember how easy it was to lie under a train, and in theory it should not be difficult to drink something. Just like jumping from any height.
 
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Yes, it was a long preparation, I learned everything I need for my two methods, but I hope I don't have to try the second method, but if I have to, I will.Because I know myself, I remember how easy it was to lie under a train, and in theory it should not be difficult to drink something. Just like jumping from any height.
It shouldn't be difficult although some say the taste is pretty bad but I have no doubt one can power through it and finish. I truly do hope that Sn works as it has done for people who were on this forum and those who weren't.
 
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It shouldn't be difficult although some say the taste is pretty bad but I have no doubt one can power through it and finish. I truly do hope that Sn works as it has done for people who were on this forum and those who weren't.
Given that I have tried so many foods and drinks, I have been drinking salty things and I think this should not be a big problem for my stomach.
 
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