Need help. Ways that don’t work.

[Solaris1234]

I need a method that works but here are my barriers.
Firearm- most effective but requires money and time
hanging- i find it excruciatingly painful
The night night method- this was a mess and I ended up just hacking to cut my hair from the duct tape
Overdose- I've tried everhthing benzos, opiods, blood pressure meds. It is not peaceful and extremely painful.
Jumping- no. Terrified of heights

I want to either try carbon monoxide or fent but don't know where to get fent

 

[annikae]

What about the sn?

 

[escape_from_hell]

I need a method that works but here are my barriers.
Firearm- most effective but requires money and time
hanging- i find it excruciatingly painful
The night night method- this was a mess and I ended up just hacking to cut my hair from the duct tape
Overdose- I've tried everhthing benzos, opiods, blood pressure meds. It is not peaceful and extremely painful.
Jumping- no. Terrified of heights

I want to either try carbon monoxide or fent but don't know where to get fent

Can you elaborate on the opioids + benzos being extremely painful?
Fuck...I had my hopes. A lot of people describe fading out in bliss from fent etc (some exceptions but usually it's after the fact like narcan or hospital etc).

 

[FuneralCry]

To me it just feels so cruel how it's so difficult to be permanently free from this existence, I wish there's the option to just simply die in a painless way but anyway I hope that you find the peace you search for.

 

[El_Jefe]

Hey what blood pressure meds did you try I wanted to try an overdose using blood pressure meds

 

[athiestjoe]

Hey what blood pressure meds did you try I wanted to try an overdose using blood pressure meds

I would caution against a drug OD. See this post for some pretty useful info on why ODs are a method that shouldn't be considered.: Why ODs Fail Miserably (A Guide)

As for CO2 or other methods, definitely check the megathreads (both stickied and non-stickied ones) so you can get as much insight and info on each method so you are full armed with any facts as possible before deciding a route you may want to take. And with whatever you decide to do, I hope you find everything you are looking for and get peace & serenity.

 

[LunarLight]

The Suicide Resource Compilation is a very informative and insightful megathread that will give you anything you need to know about suicide methods.

As for fent, darknet markets are the best way to source it. Be aware nonetheless that as tempting and foolproof as it may sound, it is actually not a very reliable method, for two reasons: 1) you don't know for sure how pure your fent is unless you test it ; 2) the success of a fent overdose depends from one individual to another on a variety of factors such as age, weight, innate and acquired tolerance to opioids…
You can check out the excellent Opioid Megathread by Rhizomorph for more information.