Need help. Ways that don’t work.

[Solaris1234]

I need a method that works but here are my barriers.
Firearm- most effective but requires money and time
hanging- i find it excruciatingly painful
The night night method- this was a mess and I ended up just hacking to cut my hair from the duct tape
Overdose- I've tried everhthing benzos, opiods, blood pressure meds. It is not peaceful and extremely painful.
Jumping- no. Terrified of heights

I want to either try carbon monoxide or fent but don't know where to get fent

 

[annikae]

What about the sn?

 

[escape_from_hell]

I need a method that works but here are my barriers.
Firearm- most effective but requires money and time
hanging- i find it excruciatingly painful
The night night method- this was a mess and I ended up just hacking to cut my hair from the duct tape
Overdose- I've tried everhthing benzos, opiods, blood pressure meds. It is not peaceful and extremely painful.
Jumping- no. Terrified of heights

I want to either try carbon monoxide or fent but don't know where to get fent

Can you elaborate on the opioids + benzos being extremely painful?
Fuck...I had my hopes. A lot of people describe fading out in bliss from fent etc (some exceptions but usually it's after the fact like narcan or hospital etc).

 

[FuneralCry]

To me it just feels so cruel how it's so difficult to be permanently free from this existence, I wish there's the option to just simply die in a painless way but anyway I hope that you find the peace you search for.