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StrawHat_Rapid

StrawHat_Rapid

Scum, useless, idiot, burden, dumbass
Feb 3, 2025
20
I am actually so desperate about this, i was gonna die like 2 weeks ago and i have been trying everyday with partial hanging and night night everyday since for like 5 to 6 hours a non stop lmao my throat has so many rashes on it at and is swollen af but i still just cant find that so called "sweet spot" and now i am out of time.

I need to ctb tonight or i am so doomed i cant put it into words and i need to to be sureshot not a chance i dont want to survive and face my family at any cost

(Read from here if you want to skip bs)

I am going to jump from the 5th floor tonight around 1am or 2am, the floor below is concrete

Is there any way i can raise my chances? I already no the odds aren't great from the 5th floor but still anything i can do to raise the chance?

I'll be jumping by just sitting with the back of my head on the side of falling and just letting go so at the very least my fall will start with my head trying to hit the ground

i will be jumping late night so there wont be anyone to help for atleast 20 to 30 minutes either

Any advice?

Edit: if anyone has any other effective method that doesn't much preparation and stuff pls let me know and also when using the night night and partial hanging if i sit through the pain of my face swelling and blood filling up sensation will i die? If so how long would i have to endure it?
 
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Namelesa

Namelesa

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As you know the odds aren't great I won't mention about it too much. Only advice I think there is to raise the chances of it succeeding is to land on your head but that can be hard to land straight on your head as SI can kick in and try to stop that has a way of preventing the body from dying and lessening the damage done to it. If you do end up making doing this, I hope it works so you don't end up in a worse state.

Whatever you choose or happens, I hope you can escape the pain of this world.
 
Despair 7

Despair 7

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Jumping from 5th floor is almost not fatal. It will only lead to disability or serious injury and very rarely result in death.
 
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StrawHat_Rapid

StrawHat_Rapid

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Feb 3, 2025
20
As you know the odds aren't great I won't mention about it too much. Only advice I think there is to raise the chances of it succeeding is to land on your head but that can be hard to land straight on your head as SI can kick in and try to stop that has a way of preventing the body from dying and lessening the damage done to it. If you do end up making doing this, I hope it works so you don't end up in a worse state.

Whatever you choose or happens, I hope you can escape the pain of this world.
man Si is a pain in the a$$
 
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wiggy

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You have very limited control over the position of your body once in the air, and it would demand very remarkable presence of mind to be able to launch yourself in such a way that would maximize your chances of success in such an extreme situation. There is technique to executing a jump, you'd no more be able to gracefully fall headfirst than you would be able to land a kickflip on the first try when you've never ridden a skateboard before, even without taking SI into account.

Bearing this in mind, chances of failure with crippling, painful gruesome injury(think multiple compound fractures) is unacceptably high. My advice is that you don't view a fall from such a height as a potential suicide method at all, as it is likely to do nothing but inflict extreme physical suffering on yourself. I don't know what specific circumstances are forcing you to commit suicide by EOD but I'm afraid it's extremely unlikely that you'll be able to come up with an effective plan and successfully execute it in such a short time window. If you are going to try, I strongly suggest you start thinking of an alternative method.
 
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StrawHat_Rapid

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Feb 3, 2025
20
You have very limited control over the position of your body once in the air, and it would demand very remarkable presence of mind to be able to launch yourself in such a way that would maximize your chances of success in such an extreme situation. There is technique to executing a jump, you'd no more be able to gracefully fall headfirst than you would be able to land a kickflip on the first try when you've never ridden a skateboard before, even without taking SI into account.

Bearing this in mind, chances of failure with crippling, painful gruesome injury(think multiple compound fractures) is unacceptably high. My advice is that you don't view a fall from such a height as a potential suicide method at all, as it is likely to do nothing but inflict extreme physical suffering on yourself. I don't know what specific circumstances are forcing you to commit suicide by EOD but I'm afraid it's extremely unlikely that you'll be able to come up with an effective plan and successfully execute it in such a short time window. If you are going to try, I strongly suggest you start thinking of an alternative method.
What is EOD?
 
locked*n*loaded

locked*n*loaded

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You don't need help jumping from the 5th floor........you just need NOT to jump from the 5th floor.
 
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StrawHat_Rapid

StrawHat_Rapid

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End of day
Yea i am in a pretty bad situation rn, and i cant find the so called sweet spot so nothing is working. And i cant get my hands on anything like SN. Too fuked to live and too fuked to die os my situation lmao
 
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wiggy

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Yea i am in a pretty bad situation rn, and i cant find the so called sweet spot so nothing is working. And i cant get my hands on anything like SN. Too fuked to live and too fuked to die os my situation lmao
Whatever your current situation is, it's unlikely you'll see any improvement from a botched suicide attempt that leaves you crippled. In my estimation you're better off taking your time, regardless of whether if you ultimately decide to go forward with it, even if it means just hiding from whatever it is that's going to happen for the time being.
 
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StrawHat_Rapid

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Feb 3, 2025
20
Whatever your current situation is, it's unlikely you'll see any improvement from a botched suicide attempt that leaves you crippled. In my estimation you're better off taking your time, regardless of whether if you ultimately decide to go forward with it, even if it means just hiding from whatever it is that's going to happen for the time being.
Well after reading yours and the other's replies i changed my plan to wait and suffer through tomorrow, my final date for ctb is 24th feb. I have to die before that or else being crippled might not be as bad as having to live after 24th feb. Um while i have you, do you have any advice on finding the so calles sweet spot aka carotid arteries perfect to press on them for partial hanging or preferably night night?
 
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outrider567

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Apr 5, 2022
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I am actually so desperate about this, i was gonna die like 2 weeks ago and i have been trying everyday with partial hanging and night night everyday since for like 5 to 6 hours a non stop lmao my throat has so many rashes on it at and is swollen af but i still just cant find that so called "sweet spot" and now i am out of time.

I need to ctb tonight or i am so doomed i cant put it into words and i need to to be sureshot not a chance i dont want to survive and face my family at any cost

(Read from here if you want to skip bs)

I am going to jump from the 5th floor tonight around 1am or 2am, the floor below is concrete

Is there any way i can raise my chances? I already no the odds aren't great from the 5th floor but still anything i can do to raise the chance?

I'll be jumping by just sitting with the back of my head on the side of falling and just letting go so at the very least my fall will start with my head trying to hit the ground

i will be jumping late night so there wont be anyone to help for atleast 20 to 30 minutes either

Any advice?

Edit: if anyone has any other effective method that doesn't much preparation and stuff pls let me know and also when using the night night and partial hanging if i sit through the pain of my face swelling and blood filling up sensation will i die? If so how long would i have to endure it?
Any advice?? Yeah, forget it--Better read Quora on 5th floor suicides, your chances aren't much better than 50%, and 100% chance you'll be crippled for life
 
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bananaolympus

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Dec 12, 2024
164
Is not high enough but i did jump from 15 m and almost died from internal severe blood loss im still here because i received medical aid almost instantly, you can do it like 2 or 3 am in a saturday or sunday when there is few people my fall didn't hurt (adrenaline acts so fast) i didn't have any si when i let myself go and while falling it was pure relief, i do believe people who have strong si are not really ready to die
 
roommate

roommate

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Feb 14, 2025
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Bad idea, you might just end up being disabled.
 
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maniac116

maniac116

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Aug 10, 2024
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You are going to fuck yourself up!!!
5th floor is 50-60 feet high. Not nearly the 200+ feet recommended for ctb. 🤗🌹💔
 
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StrawHat_Rapid

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Feb 3, 2025
20
Is not high enough but i did jump from 15 m and almost died from internal severe blood loss im still here because i received medical aid almost instantly, you can do it like 2 or 3 am in a saturday or sunday when there is few people my fall didn't hurt (adrenaline acts so fast) i didn't have any si when i let myself go and while falling it was pure relief, i do believe people who have strong si are not really ready to die
Did you land on your head or somewhere else?
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5th floor is not great, can you find something higher?
Not really the max i can go is 8 but like i said i plan to suicide when my family is still in the house most likely when they are asleep so i cant go out and go to the terrace it would make too much noise so the balcony of my flat is the best i can do sadly
 
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bananaolympus

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Dec 12, 2024
164
Did you land on your head or somewhere else?
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Not really the max i can go is 8 but like i said i plan to suicide when my family is still in the house most likely when they are asleep so i cant go out and go to the terrace it would make too much noise so the balcony of my flat is the best i can do sadly
I landed on my jaw but the femurs got the worst part severe internal blood loss from the fractures, destiny shenanigans saved my life
 
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