VicariouslyLiving
Member
- Dec 3, 2019
- 6
Hey everybody,
after lurking around here for a long time I finally decided to ctb the next few days. I spent a lot of time thinking about this and my decision is final.
I thought about SN but it is really hard to get hold of SN and meto for me as I am not able to spend much money atm. (Even if, it's hard to get this stuff in Germany)
I thought about sleeping pills and alcohol in combination with the few grams of hash I got. I plan on getting high for one last time before I ctb so that would be the perfect method for me but it seems like the chances of dying from sleeping pill OD is pretty much 0% nowadays.
I am currently staying at my parents place but I will go back home on Friday so I can be all alone and have some last hours with myself. (i am a really introvert person and enjoy being all alone the most). Jumping is not an option as I want to avoid a messy/gory corpse for my family to identify.
What method would you suggest for me to end myself in a painless and peaceful way?
after lurking around here for a long time I finally decided to ctb the next few days. I spent a lot of time thinking about this and my decision is final.
I thought about SN but it is really hard to get hold of SN and meto for me as I am not able to spend much money atm. (Even if, it's hard to get this stuff in Germany)
I thought about sleeping pills and alcohol in combination with the few grams of hash I got. I plan on getting high for one last time before I ctb so that would be the perfect method for me but it seems like the chances of dying from sleeping pill OD is pretty much 0% nowadays.
I am currently staying at my parents place but I will go back home on Friday so I can be all alone and have some last hours with myself. (i am a really introvert person and enjoy being all alone the most). Jumping is not an option as I want to avoid a messy/gory corpse for my family to identify.
What method would you suggest for me to end myself in a painless and peaceful way?
