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Arvind

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Dec 2, 2019
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Hi all please help me here. i know that details r given in other threads but unfortunately i have fatal eye disorder.. My eye sight keeps decreasing. it started 2 years ago and now i am more than 70% blind. I feel really difficult to read as tears comes out if i read for more than 2 minutes and can continue only after taking rest for a while. My doctor is saying that within the next few months i will be completely blind and i cant imagine that situation. So wants to end it asap. Before coming here i had only 2 options with me - hanging and drowning. Now i heard about SN here and now my first priority will be SN. So have some doubts regarding that.

1. I cant go out due to my eye issue. So i can buy only things online. I have seen SN available online and its purity is not written and not sure about its quality also. So if i buy SN with low purity or low quality will it be still ok if i take more quantity. I am buying 250gm.

2. I cant buy any other medicines because they r not available online. So if i take only SN and do not vomit till i go unconscious will it will be done deal ?

3. Is there any chance of survival after going unconscious. I will be alone for 2 full days. So no one will find me.

If this fails i will go hanging as i am buying rope for partial or full hanging. Drowning is a good option but i fear if some one notice me and saves me. I cant take any risk. I have 2 full days with me and needs to end it. I do not know swimming and i was accidentally drowned when i was 19. It was not painful like i thought. So if u do not know swimming and if sure no one will see u then it will be a best option. Its from my personal experience.
 
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jgm63

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Oct 28, 2019
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Once you get PM access, you can PM someone (eg me or many other knowledgeable people) and they may be able to point you in the right direction.

( PM = personal message, a bit like sending someone an email )

You need to make a few more posts before you have access to it.
You can make some posts in some of the "games" threads (see "offtopic" section).
It might also take a day or two to get the access.
Once you have PM access, when you hover the mouse pointer over a user name, then you will see a "start conversation" button….
 
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Arvind

Member
Dec 2, 2019
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Once you get PM access, you can PM someone (eg me or many other knowledgeable people) and they may be able to point you in the right direction.

( PM = personal message, a bit like sending someone an email )

You need to make a few more posts before you have access to it.
You can make some posts in some of the "games" threads (see "offtopic" section).
It might also take a day or two to get the access.
Once you have PM access, when you hover the mouse pointer over a user name, then you will see a "start conversation" button….
ok friend. anything like a specific number of posts needed before getting PM facility ?
 
Lotus1818

Lotus1818

Experienced
Nov 4, 2019
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You need 5 posts and atleast wait 24 hours to gain on rights. Once you have them please feel free to pm me.
 
SinisterKid

SinisterKid

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Jun 1, 2019
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If anyone offers to sell you anything via private message, or offers to buy something for you, its likely a scam, so if it happens, please notify a member of staff.
 
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