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Arvind
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- Dec 2, 2019
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Hi all please help me here. i know that details r given in other threads but unfortunately i have fatal eye disorder.. My eye sight keeps decreasing. it started 2 years ago and now i am more than 70% blind. I feel really difficult to read as tears comes out if i read for more than 2 minutes and can continue only after taking rest for a while. My doctor is saying that within the next few months i will be completely blind and i cant imagine that situation. So wants to end it asap. Before coming here i had only 2 options with me - hanging and drowning. Now i heard about SN here and now my first priority will be SN. So have some doubts regarding that.
1. I cant go out due to my eye issue. So i can buy only things online. I have seen SN available online and its purity is not written and not sure about its quality also. So if i buy SN with low purity or low quality will it be still ok if i take more quantity. I am buying 250gm.
2. I cant buy any other medicines because they r not available online. So if i take only SN and do not vomit till i go unconscious will it will be done deal ?
3. Is there any chance of survival after going unconscious. I will be alone for 2 full days. So no one will find me.
If this fails i will go hanging as i am buying rope for partial or full hanging. Drowning is a good option but i fear if some one notice me and saves me. I cant take any risk. I have 2 full days with me and needs to end it. I do not know swimming and i was accidentally drowned when i was 19. It was not painful like i thought. So if u do not know swimming and if sure no one will see u then it will be a best option. Its from my personal experience.
1. I cant go out due to my eye issue. So i can buy only things online. I have seen SN available online and its purity is not written and not sure about its quality also. So if i buy SN with low purity or low quality will it be still ok if i take more quantity. I am buying 250gm.
2. I cant buy any other medicines because they r not available online. So if i take only SN and do not vomit till i go unconscious will it will be done deal ?
3. Is there any chance of survival after going unconscious. I will be alone for 2 full days. So no one will find me.
If this fails i will go hanging as i am buying rope for partial or full hanging. Drowning is a good option but i fear if some one notice me and saves me. I cant take any risk. I have 2 full days with me and needs to end it. I do not know swimming and i was accidentally drowned when i was 19. It was not painful like i thought. So if u do not know swimming and if sure no one will see u then it will be a best option. Its from my personal experience.