don't want to die, but I need to. I'd give anything to be able to live my life again. Covid has left me with with this horrible sensation all throughout my body that will not go away for months now on end and I can't even enjoy anything because of it. All I do is think about it. And I can't live like this. If anybody has any suggestions to actually make this happen because I do not have gun n don't know how else do this this n actually make sure I die 
