Need an out asap (plea for method and potential goodbye thread)

[birdofafeather]

Something has happened that makes it almost impossible for me to CTB reliably unless I do it today. My plans were not yet finalised so I don't have a reliable method so I would love some suggestions.

I need to get out. Now. I can't do this anymore. I just need an out. I want out.

 

[downndone2]

Please don't do anything impulsively

 

[birdofafeather]

Please don't do anything impulsively

It's very much not impulsive. I was going to CTB at the end of this week but I've had to move it forwards.

 

[depressedcooc]

What were you planning on doing at the end of the week?

 

[AxolMar]

It depends a little on the situation you're in :/ my go to method is overdose but if you have other options I would advice otherwise (I've already survived overdose and its really unreliable) And again, like the other comment said don't do anything out of impulse, you may get unlucky and end up in a worse situation

 

[downndone2]

It's very much not impulsive. I was going to CTB at the end of this week but I've had to move it forwards.
I was speaking more of method with timing.

 

[Outandproud]

Why the rush love? What happened recently? what would be an ideal method for you if you had the time and sources?

 

[FuneralCry]

Unfortunately suicide isn't straightforward as if it was I would already be gone. With methods all that anyone can do, is do their own research as it's a completely personal decision deciding what method is best and it can only be made by the individual. But of course it can be so awful feeling trapped here, this world undeniably is hell. It certainly should be easier for us to end all our suffering.

 

[freedfromvice]

OP, would you like to share your situation in more detail? I would like to know why you feel the need to do this, especially so urgently.

 

[birdofafeather]

OP, would you like to share your situation in more detail? I would like to know why you feel the need to do this, especially so urgently.

Yeah. Essentially I've already decided to CTB. I had a date set a week or so from now. On the day of this original post, I was getting rather severe threats of having sensitive content shared everywhere. I wanted to die with my dignity intact, before that happened, so it didn't seem like I killed myself because of it. Oh well.
At least it will all be over soon.

 

[GasMonkey]

I don't have a reliable method

Long path ahead.

 

[anguila_anguila]

Yeah. Essentially I've already decided to CTB. I had a date set a week or so from now. On the day of this original post, I was getting rather severe threats of having sensitive content shared everywhere. I wanted to die with my dignity intact, before that happened, so it didn't seem like I killed myself because of it. Oh well.
At least it will all be over soon.

That is awful that this happened to you - are you able to go to any authorities about this or seek support of some kind?

I worked in a college many years ago, and one of the students had given racy pics of herself to her bf, whom she trusted. Like a complete prick, this guy showed it to his friends and shared it, and apparently it went around most of the students. The girl was devastated. She couldn't study and became suicidal.
However, that college had an incredibly good safeguarding department. The student went to the designated safeguarding person and action was taken. Obviously, they couldn't unshare the pics, but they did kick the bf out of the college (without a refund from what I remember), provided the student with support and therapy, and helped them come back to study.
The person who has released the sensitive content regarding you should not escape unpunished...