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Boudika

Boudika

Trauma? Oh you mean reason why I'm hilarious
Aug 22, 2023
165
I don't have money for a hotel. I have my own room and living in roommates. But- this is my parents flat. They just renovated it, I don't want them to have troubles with my corpse. Bc there is big chance my roommate won't notice. My mom might call her to check if I'm not picking up my phone, but still finding a corpse would be traumatizing for her, and my parents would prob need to throw the bed away.

My other idea is go to the park. I know secluded place but there is bigger chance someone would notice me. So what do u guys think? Inconvinence for my parents but being sure i have whole night or risking being noticed by someone
 
Wolf Girl

Wolf Girl

"This place made me feel worthless"
Jun 12, 2024
609
If your corpse decays in your room it will be hard to get the smell out. The fluids will soak through and get in the flooring. They might end up needing to spend $10k+ to get it professionally cleaned.
 
Boudika

Boudika

Trauma? Oh you mean reason why I'm hilarious
Aug 22, 2023
165
If your corpse decays in your room it will be hard to get the smell out. The fluids will soak through and get in the flooring. They might end up needing to spend $10k+ to get it professionally cleaned.
There is big chance it will be discoveded quickly. Considering it takes several hours to ctb by SN, my mom would start to prob few hours after I'm dead. But yeah, before she calls my rommate to check on me, it might be even up to 10h. And if i recall correctly, that is very dangerous. And we have very high temperature rn here where I live, so it would be even worse.

Fuck, what do i do now?
 
2muchpain2

2muchpain2

Member
Feb 27, 2025
86
There is big chance it will be discoveded quickly. Considering it takes several hours to ctb by SN, my mom would start to prob few hours after I'm dead. But yeah, before she calls my rommate to check on me, it might be even up to 10h. And if i recall correctly, that is very dangerous. And we have very high temperature rn here where I live, so it would be even worse.

Fuck, what do i do now?
if you go to the park, maybe you can lay in some bushes, or behind trees or something? but then what if a kid finds you? It's so hard. I hate this.
 
plzoffme

plzoffme

Member
Jun 30, 2025
76
I am trying to decide the same thing... Either hotel room or out in the woods somewhere.
 

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