Help Need a quick method after 2 days of failing partial esides full

[Marawa]

I tried 3 ligature at once so I know I covered my carotid even though obese. I only got as far as seeing stars but never passing out.
I fear full will end up causing brain damage as I'm 188 and neither my closest nor shower bar will hold my weigh. no access to fire arm. pls help if three are threads with someone in my situation pls link

 

[Addy92]

SN is next option imo.

 

[FauxEmotions]

I could be wrong but I believe seeing stars is a sign you were hitting the jugular and not carotid. However, from other threads it seems bigger people need full suspension over partial. You tried putting the noose at different spots right? If not, try as high up on your neck as you can go.

 

[Marawa]

I could be wrong but I believe seeing stars is a sign you were hitting the jugular and not carotid. However, from other threads it seems bigger people need full suspension over partial. You tried putting the noose at different spots right? If not, try as high up on your neck as you can go.

yes I I did. last attempt 2 scarfs pulled tightly & a cable cord. I'm thinking of going to full but nothing holds my weight

 

[FauxEmotions]

yes I I did. last attempt 2 scarfs pulled tightly & a cable cord. I'm thinking of going to full but nothing holds my weight

Unfortunately seeming like it's full suspension or another method :/ someone else more knowledgeable may come across this though.

 

[Marawa]

Unfortunately seeming like it's full suspension or another method :/ someone else more knowledgeable may come across this though.

but I'm 188 no bar doesn't ben under my weight. Yet I know bigger men than I a woman have done it. am I missing standing on books & kicking them away? is that ful suspension? dont I risk grain damage if I'm not in control. m trying to escape being institutionalized

 

[Moms_Spaghetti]

but I'm 188 no bar doesn't ben under my weight. Yet I know bigger men than I a woman have done it. am I missing standing on books & kicking them away? is that ful suspension? dont I risk grain damage if I'm not in control. m trying to escape being institutionalized

Just get a pull up bar for your door, that's what I'm using

 

[Marawa]

thanks for the replies. I have no mobility to get supplies & will be left alone indefinitely after today so I am looking for something fast household items before I'm institutionalized

 

[FauxEmotions]

thanks for the replies. I have no mobility to get supplies & will be left alone indefinitely after today so I am looking for something fast household items before I'm institutionalized

Could you order one from amazon or something like that?

thanks for the replies. I have no mobility to get supplies & will be left alone indefinitely after today so I am looking for something fast household items before I'm institutionalized

Also, yes, kicking books/stool away would be full suspension. I would be afraid to that though without being fully confident the support would hold.

 

[Marawa]

Could you order one from amazon or something like that?

Also, yes, kicking books/stool away would be full suspension. I would be afraid to that though without being fully confident the support would hold.

why what's the risk pls

 

[FauxEmotions]

why what's the risk pls

Your full body weight is still needing to be supported, even though you aren't dropping. And your body may convulse a bit before fully dying.

 

[Marawa]

Your full body weight is still needing to be supported, even though you aren't dropping. And your body may convulse a bit before fully dying.

would I be conscious during convulsions? I have seizures but I don't feel anything. if I'm not found what would it matter unless you saying convulsions would stop the dying process & I could be saved

 

[FauxEmotions]

would I be conscious during convulsions? I have seizures but I don't feel anything. if I'm not found what would it matter unless you saying convulsions would stop the dying process & I could be saved

You shouldn't be conscious for it, if anything very close to falling unconscious. The convulsions could cause the support to break if it can't support your full weight moving about. I suppose as long as the knot doesn't loosen and you're not found it ultimately doesn't matter.