Help Need a distraction

[ImSoTired]

I've got the major urge to cut/stab/burn myself again, but I don't want to end up in the hospital yet again...
Pretty sure my fiance is cheating on me but it's probably just my paranoia again...

Please distract me from these bad thoughts friends :(

 

[TimeToBiteTheDust]

Watch a movie, listen to your fav music, read a book. Do you have a hobby?

 

[ImSoTired]

Watch a movie, listen to your fav music, read a book. Do you have a hobby?

use to, but I haven't really found anything actually enjoyable in a long time
...perhaps thats why she's cheating..ugh

 

[one4all]

You can always try these

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/keep-a-word-delete-a-word.10778/

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/word-association-game.1473/

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/counting-game.10053/

 

[SuicideBoys93]

use to, but I haven't really found anything actually enjoyable in a long time
...perhaps thats why she's cheating..ugh

Honestly the best thing is to devise a structured plan on how to talk to her about your thought that you have about her, and the relationship. Don't make it sound like accusations, but get the point across that you may worry of such thing. I've lived and learned with those thoughts, and it ate my head alive. I finally worked the courage to just ask but it was spoken well so she didn't feel attacked.

 

[mesohappy]

Maybe if you drive get in and go for a drive no destination,just listen to the radio and waste gas..See where you end up.If you don't drive,hop on a bicycle and peddle it till your legs feel like they'll fall off.Let that cool breeze brush against your face..Again no destination,just go,go,go.See how far you get before you have to stop and rest.

 

[BPDbitch]

Agree with the comments above. Don't do anything impulsive, and regarding your fiancé - wait till you're feeling calmer and talk to them about the situation. In the meantime we're here to talk to you and keep you company :)