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luks
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- Jul 25, 2023
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my method for ctb'ing has been nearing completion. the state that I live in requires a FOID card in order to purchase firearms. i was originally denied last year because i had been in a mental ward when i was 15. its been 10 years since that time (and the law does state if its been over five years youre good), but nonetheless it was denied. last week I made an appointment for a mental health evaluation for a doctor that specifically does them for FOID applications. it's a $500 dollar fee that i'm just gonna put on my credit card. when i talked to him over the phone he said once the evaluation is done it takes at most 2 months to be accepted for my FOID.
i have those 2 months to do everything i want to do on this earth. although i'll probably just stay in my room at home like i normally do. i'm a little worried about a failed attempt and being a vegetable the rest of my life. i'm probably gonna go with getting a shotgun because the survival rate for that compared to a rifle/handgun is next to nothing. i also don't know where i would carry out this attempt. i don't wanna do it in my room because my roommate will find me and have to clean up the damages, and that's just not fair to him. i'm thinking maybe i go in the woods (my secret spot. right next to a pretty waterfall.), but i fear i'll alert someone carrying a big ass weapons case into the middle of the woods. the case is concealed obviously, but maybe i'm thinking about it too much.
i'm just not sure how to feel about all this
i have those 2 months to do everything i want to do on this earth. although i'll probably just stay in my room at home like i normally do. i'm a little worried about a failed attempt and being a vegetable the rest of my life. i'm probably gonna go with getting a shotgun because the survival rate for that compared to a rifle/handgun is next to nothing. i also don't know where i would carry out this attempt. i don't wanna do it in my room because my roommate will find me and have to clean up the damages, and that's just not fair to him. i'm thinking maybe i go in the woods (my secret spot. right next to a pretty waterfall.), but i fear i'll alert someone carrying a big ass weapons case into the middle of the woods. the case is concealed obviously, but maybe i'm thinking about it too much.
i'm just not sure how to feel about all this