I enjoy the first part of drinking. When it's first starting to enter my body and the euphoria kicks in. By the time I'm about to finish my bottle, I usually become sloppy and upset. Makes me want to do and say dumb things. If I could stay in the pocket of 4-5 hour happy drunk, it would be nice...but I can't stop once I start, and it usually turns into a night of chaos.
I have 5 cigarettes burns on me from either falling asleep while smoking, or putting them out on myself when I was hammered lol.