Blackjack
I’ll be watching...
- Aug 6, 2019
- 777
Forgive me for this absurd question, but I gotta ask it so I don't mind fuck myself about it anymore.
All my life I have struggled with brutal and gripping insomnia (never as bad as it is now, however.) Over the years, I've tried every Rx, OTC & natural remedy available. The only thing that ever sort of worked for me was Ambien, but that shit whacked me out.
After Michael Jackson died and I learned about his chronic insomnia issues that led his Dr. to (over) administer his medical "milk" to make him sleep, I could really relate to going to those lengths to get some shut eye.
When I was in the hospital for 6-weeks after not eating for 4 months due to anxiety after my ALS diagnosis, I didn't sleep even once for over 45 days, despite being given strong sleeping meds day & night. The doctors & nurses were incredulous.
My concern is this. Is it remotely possible that my resistance to other sleeping meds might negatively impact the ability of Nembutal to work on me? Can my physiological makeup render me resistant to or tolerant of it? Is this the most ridiculous question you've ever heard?
On the flip side, times that I've had surgery and gone under general anesthesia it has worked fine and I was never awake during any of those procedures. So that gives me hope that this will work.
I'm hoping someone in the know can assure me that my concerns are unwarranted, and that there's no way someone can be resistant to a lethal dose of the euthanasia drug.
Thanks for indulging my neuroses.
All my life I have struggled with brutal and gripping insomnia (never as bad as it is now, however.) Over the years, I've tried every Rx, OTC & natural remedy available. The only thing that ever sort of worked for me was Ambien, but that shit whacked me out.
After Michael Jackson died and I learned about his chronic insomnia issues that led his Dr. to (over) administer his medical "milk" to make him sleep, I could really relate to going to those lengths to get some shut eye.
When I was in the hospital for 6-weeks after not eating for 4 months due to anxiety after my ALS diagnosis, I didn't sleep even once for over 45 days, despite being given strong sleeping meds day & night. The doctors & nurses were incredulous.
My concern is this. Is it remotely possible that my resistance to other sleeping meds might negatively impact the ability of Nembutal to work on me? Can my physiological makeup render me resistant to or tolerant of it? Is this the most ridiculous question you've ever heard?
On the flip side, times that I've had surgery and gone under general anesthesia it has worked fine and I was never awake during any of those procedures. So that gives me hope that this will work.
I'm hoping someone in the know can assure me that my concerns are unwarranted, and that there's no way someone can be resistant to a lethal dose of the euthanasia drug.
Thanks for indulging my neuroses.