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Jack'sPain
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- Jun 15, 2021
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I can only afford one financially,
Gunshot was my preferred method of Ctb except its hard me for. Me to obtain a reliable gun here in India
Except a contact maybe just opened up
Right now, though the current trauma has physically ended, lyk I've moved out of the house
Where I was so triggered to pull the trigger if I had
But I still wanna ctb coz most of the trauma is mental, due hurt, loss, injustice keeps me in too much depression n anxiety..
I'm sorry to say this again, I'm scared of ctb by drugs or poison coz I really fear paralysis in that case... Though as you guys here tell, N is very reliable, if we can get..
But I actually never thought or planned ctb by drugs, nd some suggestions or tips & guidance in this method pls
Sory, I'm writing in anxiety rn
Gunshot was my preferred method of Ctb except its hard me for. Me to obtain a reliable gun here in India
Except a contact maybe just opened up
Right now, though the current trauma has physically ended, lyk I've moved out of the house
Where I was so triggered to pull the trigger if I had
But I still wanna ctb coz most of the trauma is mental, due hurt, loss, injustice keeps me in too much depression n anxiety..
I'm sorry to say this again, I'm scared of ctb by drugs or poison coz I really fear paralysis in that case... Though as you guys here tell, N is very reliable, if we can get..
But I actually never thought or planned ctb by drugs, nd some suggestions or tips & guidance in this method pls
Sory, I'm writing in anxiety rn