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divinemistress36

divinemistress36

Illuminated
Jan 1, 2024
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Fantasy of the day. A Hotel with a bar that serves shots of Nembutal that we can cheers each other then you can go back to your hotel room and die in peace <3
 
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CatLvr

Paragon
Aug 1, 2024
908
Oh WOW!! The dream I didn't know I had! šŸ˜
 
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LukaParrot

LukaParrot

Student
Dec 18, 2024
126
Can I smoke while taking my shot?
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
39,569
I also wish for Nembutal, to die in peace and never suffer ever again truly is all I hope for, it feels so cruel to me how I cannot just have that option as I'd never wish to suffer in this futile, torturous existence.
 
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escape_from_hell

escape_from_hell

Arcanist
Feb 22, 2024
400
Please invite me.
I may not be the life of the party.
But I'm glad to join the death of the party.
 
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divinemistress36

divinemistress36

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Jan 1, 2024
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L'absent

L'absent

ƀ ma maniĆØre šŸŖ¦
Aug 18, 2024
1,015
Will we do it on New Year's Eve?
 
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ijustwishtodie

ijustwishtodie

death will be my ultimate bliss
Oct 29, 2023
5,551
I'd be so relieved if this was actually an option for me but unfortunately life isn't so nice
 
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binturong

binturong

shining of stars calls me home
Jul 4, 2019
105
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dontwakemeup

dontwakemeup

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Nov 11, 2024
440
I wish we all could meet up and this could become a reality! It would be wonderful to leave with people who feel the same as yourself and understand šŸ„°
 
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Hotsackage

Enlightened
Mar 11, 2019
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I onno agent smith was right
 
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Overwhelmed52

Student
Dec 3, 2024
176
I too wish it was available to have in case I need it. It would give me so, so, so much peace of mind. I really hope the restrictions lift and it becomes available again. It's crazy, where I live just about anyone can buy a gun but the authorities decide to crack down on things like N. I just want to know that when I'm ready to go I can gently fall asleep. I don't understand why that gets such a bad rap.
 
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Valhala

Valhala

Experienced
Jul 30, 2024
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Fantasy of the day. A Hotel with a bar that serves shots of Nembutal that we can cheers each other then you can go back to your hotel room and die in peace <3
If you can Nembutal with a mint flavor, for example, it would be even better. When we're dreaming, let's dream with style.ā¤ļø
 
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divinemistress36

divinemistress36

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Jan 1, 2024
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We need a N Walter white
 
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Euthanza

Euthanza

Self Righteous Suicide
Jun 9, 2022
1,440
Let me in please
 
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death_bed221

Student
Sep 23, 2024
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The worst part of N is that my mom was veterinarian and she still has access to those kind of drugs. last year, my cat needed to be put down cuz she was in unbearable pain and cuz it was Christmas no one worked she just made a call and got it and she put her down herself. N was literally in my house lol
 
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nihilistic_dragon

nihilistic_dragon

Dead already. Just need to dispose of my body now.
Aug 6, 2024
772
Sign me up!!!
 
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ShatteredSerenity

ShatteredSerenity

I talk to God, but the sky is empty.
Nov 24, 2024
319
To do this legally, the hotel could be located on a piece of unclaimed land called Bir Tawil located in the desert between Egypt and Sudan. It's not part of any country, so no laws apply there.

You'd need to find a supply of N and overcome the logistical challenges of operating a hotel in the desert, but it could be romantic. Egypt has pyramids and tombs of pharoahs to peruse while contemplating your own impending death. It's said that Cleopatra committed suicide by letting herself get bitten by a snake (or possibly infecting herself with snake venom).
 
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opheliaoveragain

opheliaoveragain

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Jun 2, 2024
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To do this legally, the hotel could be located on a piece of unclaimed land called Bir Tawil located in the desert between Egypt and Sudan. It's not part of any country, so no laws apply there.

You'd need to find a supply of N and overcome the logistical challenges of operating a hotel in the desert, but it could be romantic. Egypt has pyramids and tombs of pharoahs to peruse while contemplating your own impending death. It's said that Cleopatra committed suicide by letting herself get bitten by a snake (or possibly infecting herself with snake venom).
good to know.


love this thread, DM. thanks for making it. imagination can really help sometimes!
 
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divinemistress36

divinemistress36

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Jan 1, 2024
3,456
To do this legally, the hotel could be located on a piece of unclaimed land called Bir Tawil located in the desert between Egypt and Sudan. It's not part of any country, so no laws apply there.

You'd need to find a supply of N and overcome the logistical challenges of operating a hotel in the desert, but it could be romantic. Egypt has pyramids and tombs of pharoahs to peruse while contemplating your own impending death. It's said that Cleopatra committed suicide by letting herself get bitten by a snake (or possibly infecting herself with snake venom).
I think I have a new fantasy of dying by snake venom in a pyramid. Thank you <3
 
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LukaParrot

LukaParrot

Student
Dec 18, 2024
126
Waiter, please, I want a double shot! Yeah.... "Shining" fits like a glove.

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