
xLosthopex
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- May 29, 2020
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So I've had an idea that I imagine would bring my success rate pretty close to 100%, what do you think?
I have N from A already, however I have a huge fear of it failing, for example if I was to vomit, even worse if I were to vomit while unconscious... (at least with SN in this situation you would still be conscious and able to drink another glass)
I will be using an antiemetic but it's hard to shake the fear when you know it's your one chance to get out of here and can't afford to fuck anything up...
So a new plan came to mind where I could travel out to the Cliffs of Moher(West of Ireland), drink my N while sitting on the edge of the cliff, and as I feel myself passing out lean forward and off the cliff....
The cliffs are 702ft btw
Here's my current list of pros/cons for going with the cliff method:
Pros:
-Increase success rate dramatically
-Beautiful location to ctb
-Parents won't be the ones to find my body(ctb at home is my current plan)
Cons:
-Have to travel (~4hrs train/bus)
-Won't be able to ctb in comfort of own home
-Cold (I hate the cold with a passion)
-More difficult for parents/family- having to search for missing body + damage to body
Thoughts?
I have N from A already, however I have a huge fear of it failing, for example if I was to vomit, even worse if I were to vomit while unconscious... (at least with SN in this situation you would still be conscious and able to drink another glass)
I will be using an antiemetic but it's hard to shake the fear when you know it's your one chance to get out of here and can't afford to fuck anything up...
So a new plan came to mind where I could travel out to the Cliffs of Moher(West of Ireland), drink my N while sitting on the edge of the cliff, and as I feel myself passing out lean forward and off the cliff....
The cliffs are 702ft btw
Here's my current list of pros/cons for going with the cliff method:
Pros:
-Increase success rate dramatically
-Beautiful location to ctb
-Parents won't be the ones to find my body(ctb at home is my current plan)
Cons:
-Have to travel (~4hrs train/bus)
-Won't be able to ctb in comfort of own home
-Cold (I hate the cold with a passion)
-More difficult for parents/family- having to search for missing body + damage to body
Thoughts?


