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Goaway

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Feb 9, 2020
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Hello,

I have been a lurker here for many years. I acquired N approximately three years ago and have kept it refrigerated and dark. I am now ready to use it. I am 65 and life has finally caught up wiht me. If you ever heard the song Richard Cory....well that is me. Ive driven away everyone who was close to me and am now completely alone. The ocean is the place that I am most comfortable. I am planning to head out on a calm night and quietly pass to the next world. I really hope that I am not excluding myself from the afterlife as I have done in this life. I thank you all for being a source of solace in these times over the years.
 
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alonely

alonely

exists by being merely labeled
Jul 1, 2023
470
Wishing you a peaceful journey, safe travels
 
Myforevercharlie

Myforevercharlie

Guilt and Regret
Feb 13, 2020
3,241
I'm so sorry:(

Burning a little candle for you, hope your soul will find its way to love and light
 
Pink and white

Pink and white

Sleep
Jun 16, 2023
15
I never had the chance to talk to you, but I hope you find the peace you need so much. Hugs.
 
FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
47,267
It must be a relief having the N, that method certainly sounds like the most peaceful to me, I hope you find the freedom you search for.
 

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