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WornOutLife
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- Mar 22, 2020
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I wrote some words today explaining that this would be my last Christmas because I'll ctb in a few months.
I really wanted this day to be nice but unfortunately, it wasn't.
My mother has schizophrenia and is verbally agressive 24/7. My dad and I want to send her to a psych ward but that's really hard to do in Argentina.
We had strong arguments just when it was cheers time. She even was about to call the police saying my dad and me want to kill her. This is ridiculous! Out of control!
I wanna leave this world at peace but life keeps making things tougher. I just want to help my dad because he will go through hell if I ctb and he is still in this situation with my mother.
Anyway, I really needed to vent. Thanks a bunch for reading me and btw...
Is anybody in a similar situation? Is this your worst Christmas just like mine?
Note: to make matters worse, I see "happy people enjoying Christmas" everywhere!
I really wanted this day to be nice but unfortunately, it wasn't.
My mother has schizophrenia and is verbally agressive 24/7. My dad and I want to send her to a psych ward but that's really hard to do in Argentina.
We had strong arguments just when it was cheers time. She even was about to call the police saying my dad and me want to kill her. This is ridiculous! Out of control!
I wanna leave this world at peace but life keeps making things tougher. I just want to help my dad because he will go through hell if I ctb and he is still in this situation with my mother.
Anyway, I really needed to vent. Thanks a bunch for reading me and btw...
Is anybody in a similar situation? Is this your worst Christmas just like mine?
Note: to make matters worse, I see "happy people enjoying Christmas" everywhere!