My world is getting smaller, by the day.

[CTB Fella]

Stopped bathing every day.

Stopped socialising (stopped going out all together.)

Have no friends, and practically no family (apart from my nan.)

Always feel lethargic, yet can't sleep.

Restarted medication, which has made me gain weight (I'm a prisoner to this medication, and I wish I had never started taking it in the first place.)

If this is my "life" for the rest of my days, then I am going to end up going insane.

 

[silence of death]

if you feel prisoner to your medication maybe it is not the right one for you, you should talk about it to your psychiatrist, sometimes those happy pills really can make a difference, when they are well ajusted
and of course having good hygiene, doing sport, socialising, all of that helps but i'm sure you know it, the problem is you can't anymore
wish you the best

 

[FuneralCry]

It's true that existing here really is torture, I see it as being a cruel punishment being trapped here in this world, it does sound so tiring what you have to endure. But anyway, best wishes, to me it really is so horrible how so much endless suffering exists here.

 

[Bobert_Beniro]

I also lost my best friend this year. I tried to replace real communication with virtual ones with strangers and in the end I got tired of it. It's even better, I know that I won't upset anyone with my ctb