
Crematoryy
Wandering endlessly
- Feb 12, 2025
- 71
She didn't want to abandon me but she explained the reasons why she had to leave. She was the only person I talked to; the only one who made me feel loved and wanted. And now I have to deal with loneliness -- again. She was so kind and friendly to me, we said goodbye lovingly until we said our last words. I feel incomplete; empty and lonely. It seems like everything in this little world of mine was made to be hated by me. I hate, hate, hate, hate having to feel this way.