watereyes
les malheurs de lizzie
- Mar 27, 2020
- 744
yeah, it's real. NOBODY fucking gets it. am i the only one to be truly dysphoric. i'm at the window a step away from the jump. thats everyday for me.
Why do people act like it's no big deal? it's so fucking bad, i am not a man but i AM dammit, what do my chromosomes say?
my gf is trans too and she doesnt feel like i do, in the slightest. she said i took her dysphoria away and that all she needed was to be loved.
i wish it were the same for me. i am so dysphoric I SWEAR I CANT ANYMORE. i started hormones in 2021 but since then the dysphoria grew worse partly because it works like shit. i started cutting myself two months ago and i do it more frequently now. i've been crying and screaming so much my heart is in shards and I CANT DESCRIBE HOW BAD THE PAIN IS BUT IT'S SO BAD
I.
WANT.
TO.
HURT.
THAT THING IN THE MIRROR.
Why do people act like it's no big deal? it's so fucking bad, i am not a man but i AM dammit, what do my chromosomes say?
my gf is trans too and she doesnt feel like i do, in the slightest. she said i took her dysphoria away and that all she needed was to be loved.
i wish it were the same for me. i am so dysphoric I SWEAR I CANT ANYMORE. i started hormones in 2021 but since then the dysphoria grew worse partly because it works like shit. i started cutting myself two months ago and i do it more frequently now. i've been crying and screaming so much my heart is in shards and I CANT DESCRIBE HOW BAD THE PAIN IS BUT IT'S SO BAD
I.
WANT.
TO.
HURT.
THAT THING IN THE MIRROR.
