Venting My Timing...

[CoalmineCanary]

...is fucken terrible.

I should have done it on my birthday, maybe. I really don't want to stay. I think I missed my window of opportunity and now feel trapped. Now all I'm doing is posting cringe to deal with the obvious anxiety of it all. Fuck this shit. I'm so tired of being alive but dead inside. I just want some fucken Peace. Thanks for coming to my shitty, commercial-free Ted talk. Fuck this shit. Sorry for the cringe.

 

[TheEndisNear121200]

Your post isn't cringy and your feelings are valid.
I'm sorry you're feeling trapped. It's the worst thing :(

 

[ecmnesia]

I missed my window of opportunity and now feel trapped

same.
i am sorry. it's just horrible being in a dead end.

 

[CoalmineCanary]

Thanks for letting me vent.
I fucked up a romantic relationship because I couldn't believe anyone would be interested in me and because I don't want another reason to live for. It's so fucken hard and too fucken lonely. Thank you for the kind support.

I'm really trying to hang on...

 

[Toybox]

No cringe here. I severely self-sabotaged one of my relationships too. No idea why I do the things I do.

You're not alone. I hope you feel better... by the way, nice signature, I love Crimewave

 

[CoalmineCanary]

It feels like a fucken wound just growing, festering, throbbing and trapped under the skin without escape. Distractions aren't helping at the moment. I'm sorry for losing composure.