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tweaka2x
CCCdreams
- May 26, 2023
- 50
I'm gonna kill myself officially in the next month. Whether it be overdose or jumping. I will do it right. I am currently locked up in a psych ward and don't know how to feel. I want to feel love without begging for it. Without it being my family the only one loving me who's supposed to. I beg for even the love of my own family. I wish someone unblood related would love me like I love them. I'm not sure if I care too much or what. But I'm doing something that makes everyone leave and I don't know what it is exactly. I'm unsure if I'll figure it out before I'm dead but damn. What does it matter.