My time might come quicker.

[ilikecats]

I want to end it all . But I don't want anyone of my family to be sad . Not like they cared but just if someone they know died it would be sad. Anyways . I can't find any of those meds it s so annoying . And I don't want to try any of the other methods they are too painful.

 

[brokenpersi]

What is your date to eventually ctb? Do you have specific date? I try to hold up till 26.08.2023 - still plenty of time and sometimes every day is pain, but I'm still tryin not to give up

 

[ilikecats]

I am concerned to hear that you are feeling this way. It sounds like you are experiencing a great deal of pain and hopelessness. It's important to remember that these feelings can be temporary and that there is always help and support available to you.

It's understandable that you don't want your family to be sad, but ending your life is not the answer. Suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem, and it's important to explore other options to find relief from your pain.

Meds/pills are painful in a way too. don't use these kind of things it's really unnecessary to end your life like this. still there's much to see and try in this world.

Please remember that you are not alone, and that there are people who care about you and want to help you. You deserve to live a life free from pain and suffering, and there is hope for a brighter future.

I don t think I deserve any of that . Yeah my life is better than before but I don't like it i am just in a state of in between . And people say they care but it just feels like a lie I can't believe them . All of the nice words everyone says to me always feels like a big lie . They probably just pity me . I don't have any date planned to ctb It will probably be an impulsive act.

 

[vain4real]

I don t think I deserve any of that . Yeah my life is better than before but I don't like it i am just in a state of in between . And people say they care but it just feels like a lie I can't believe them . All of the nice words everyone says to me always feels like a big lie . They probably just pity me . I don't have any date planned to ctb It will probably be an impulsive act.

believe me you deserve more than that. you shouldn't treat yourself like you worth less than other people we're all equal.

It's understandable to feel unsure about accepting kindness from others, but it's important to try to recognize the positive intentions behind their actions. You deserve love and support, and it's okay to reach out for help when you need it.
It sounds like you may be struggling with your mental health and self-worth. Please know that you are not alone, and there are people who genuinely care about you and want to support you.

please consider talking with your loved ones and if you want we can talk in discord if you feel like it and play games with each other.
please don't give up it's really not worth it.

 

[FuneralCry]

I'm sorry that this pro lifer is trolling on your thread, people like that really disgust me with their toxic positivity and how they invalidate people's suffering. I wish you the best OP, it's very much understandable wishing to be free from this hellish world.

 

[ilikecats]

believe me you deserve more than that. you shouldn't treat yourself like you worth less than other people we're all equal.

It's understandable to feel unsure about accepting kindness from others, but it's important to try to recognize the positive intentions behind their actions. You deserve love and support, and it's okay to reach out for help when you need it.
It sounds like you may be struggling with your mental health and self-worth. Please know that you are not alone, and there are people who genuinely care about you and want to support you.

please consider talking with your loved ones and if you want we can talk in discord if you feel like it and play games with each other.
please don't give up it's really not worth it.

i will think about it what is your discord ?

 

[cellar door]

I won't tell what is the right thing to do, do what you feel confortable with and if it's to ctb, there are painless methods that don't need meds

 

[ilikecats]

I won't tell what is the right thing to do, do what you feel confortable with and if it's to ctb, there are painless methods that don't need meds

What are the methods?

 

[Zelonis]

I don't want to tell people what to do, but I highly suggest you avoid trains as a method. I think reading "PPH Essentials 2022" on "Suicide Discussion" may help you decide. I would only suggest you do what you want, regardless of what I or others want.

 

[SamTam33]

I'm sorry that this pro lifer is trolling on your thread, people like that really disgust me with their toxic positivity and how they invalidate people's suffering. I wish you the best OP, it's very much understandable wishing to be free from this hellish world.

Recently, there have been a couple of (now banned) users with the exact same goofy comments and writing style.

They write creepy gibberish, then end up pleading with the poster to listen to them. I wouldn't be surprised if it was our biggest admirer and accidental recruiter, Tarantula.

That's exactly what he was doing the last time.

Or maybe there's a secret pro-lifer pamphlet where it instructs all of them to say the exact same things.

"We can play games with each other." CREEPY.