My time has come

[mylastserenade]

Time to CTB.
Ill go with partial hanging in my bathroom.
I've written all the letters i need to.
I've set up an email to be sent at a certain time to a close friend telling him i've CTB.
Playing my favourite playlist of songs.

What else is there to do?
Hopefully all will be quiet and ill find my peace.

 

[stygal]

Safe and quick travels and a peaceful stay on the other side. <3

 

[allym101]

I hope all goes well for you. Just make sure your anchor point is strong enough and position yourself in such a way that you can't back out. Sending love and peace

 

[greebo6]

Have a smooth journey to the other side. Find peace when you get there.

 

[sadworld]

Good luck and safe travels!!

 

[NoDream]

Time to CTB.
Ill go with partial hanging in my bathroom.
I've written all the letters i need to.
I've set up an email to be sent at a certain time to a close friend telling him i've CTB.
Playing my favourite playlist of songs.

What else is there to do?
Hopefully all will be quiet and ill find my peace.

Vill du berätta om varför?

 

[fearmenot]

Safe travels, peace and love

 

[Lilacmoon]

good luck. i hope you dont have to be in pain anymore.

 

[mylastserenade]

Vill du berätta om varför?

havent left you yet, but if i havent written anything in a couple of hours im gone

 

[mylastserenade]

sadly im still here, i was so sure i'd be strong enough to go through with it today, fuck! Guess ill live another painful bullshit day and hopefully i can go through with it tomorrow. I'm such a failure. I know i wont be feeling better tomorrow and yet i cant do itqweihrtqwethq23123w4

 

[Beforeigo]

sadly im still here, i was so sure i'd be strong enough to go through with it today, fuck! Guess ill live another painful bullshit day and hopefully i can go through with it tomorrow. I'm such a failure. I know i wont be feeling better tomorrow and yet i cant do itqweihrtqwethq23123w4

There's no pressure, make sure you're ready, try to calm down, gather your thoughts and give yourself time if you need it. Sending you hugs sorry things are so fucking shit

 

[muffin222]

I'm sorry you're in such pain and sorrow. There is absolutely no shame in not being ready. Ctb is the biggest decision you'll ever make in your life- please give yourself as much time as you need to come to terms with that and make your final decision. We're here for you no matter what

 

[Lostandlooking]

You're not a failure. Take all the time you need. Like others have said; make sure you're ready. Hope you're doing okay

 

[Ghost2211]

I'm sorry you're struggling with life and SI. If it's not time it's not time. I hope tomorrow is a better day.

 

[Lilacmoon]

it's okay. many of us have struggled with SI. it's just not your time yet. you'll be ready when you're ready, whenever that may be. -hug hug-

 

[Spitfire]

sadly im still here, i was so sure i'd be strong enough to go through with it today, fuck! Guess ill live another painful bullshit day and hopefully i can go through with it tomorrow. I'm such a failure. I know i wont be feeling better tomorrow and yet i cant do itqweihrtqwethq23123w4

I am glad to hear you are still here. You failed and so what? I hope somehow you do feel better tomorrow too.

Keep on going forward for now then..

 

[x~Sophia~x]

You haven't failed. It's just not your time to go yet. Hugs.

 

[HelloHell]

You're not a failure. I hope tomorrow is a better day for you.

 

[Silvermorning]

There is always time. Welcome back, among the living dead. Hugging you.

 

[Disappointered]

Most people find the actual act to be a challenge so don't beat yourself up over it. You can try again later.