My time has come

[SilviuSDJ]

As "promised" a few hours ago, I'm making my final thread. (Sorry for deleting the last one, I didn't want to risk anything with the photo I uploaded)

It's 8pm currently, I reached my final place. I'm waiting a bit more until it gets darker.
I made the knot, just have to put the rope on the branch.

It's raining and I hear crows in the distance, it does sound like my time is up, it's quite beautiful actually. My view is also pretty good.

I hope my SI won't screw me over like it did 3 years ago, but I feel ready.

If I won't update this in a few hours, then I succeeded. Goodbye everyone, I wish you all the best.

Edit:...i have bruises on my neck, I almost passed out. I tried for the last 30 min but I'm too scared to take the final step, my SI got me, I'm such a pussy.. I'll go home and explain to my family what I did because it's impossible to hide these bruises.. wonderful
I guess this is not my time after all..sorry for posting, failed attempt once again.

Edit2: My neck hurts like hell, after looking into the mirror I see the bruises are pretty deep into my skin. I don't suggest doing this method if you are not 100% sure you can get over SI. But it sure did help me get over my suicidal thoughts, at least for now, so that's something.

 

[K-O]

LOVE
MOMENTO MORI X

 

[FluffyDove]

Sounds calm even with the rain. I hope it goes peacefully x

 

[faust]

Yes, sometimes it is better safe than sorry! Good to luck to you in whatever you do. These are not words of goodbyes, I will see you soon...

 

[x-Ace-x]

Goodbye, friend :) All the peace goes to you

 

[MeriDeath]

Sorry it has come to that
Time to live and time to die I guess.
Peace and love. May this journey be good to you.

 

[MsMaudlin]

Goodbye dear friend, you will be missed!

Surrounding you with peace, love and strength ❤

 

[Skyview]

Edit:...i have bruises on my neck, I almost passed out. I tried for the last 30 min but I'm too scared to take the final step, my SI got me, I'm such a pussy.. I'll go home and explain to my family what I did because it's impossible to hide these bruises.. wonderful
I guess this is not my time after all..sorry for posting, failed attempt once again.

It was the crows , mischievous intelligent birds knew what you were up to , underestimate them at your peril !!!

To be serious , please get some rest and be kind to yourself , spoil yourself in some way and let go of any negative thoughts , SI is very powerful as we all know .
Take care

 

[SilviuSDJ]

It was the crows , mischievous intelligent birds knew what you were up to , underestimate them at your peril !!!

Lol, this actually made me laugh, thanks

To be serious , please get some rest and be kind to yourself , spoil yourself in some way and let go of any negative thoughts , SI is very powerful as we all know .
Take care

For now my negative thoughts are gone because I "poured" them out after this incident, and actually I'm so happy to see my family again, not suffering from what I almost did.
Thank you for the good thoughts